‘What do you mean? Why should he despair?’ The other’s words had
somewhat disarmed her, the gentleness and pity in her companion’s
looks had won upon her in spite of herself. The woman was certainly
not there to exult over her. It was a bitter reflection that her lover
had not come straight to her; that he had sought a go-between (and
such a go-between!) to speak for him. But that sad word ‘despairing’
altered matters in other respects. What Willie in his modesty and
self-denunciation doubtless feared, was not only that Mr. Erin would
stick to the letter of his agreement respecting his consent to his
son’s marriage (which, indeed, he had just announced his intention to
do), but that she herself would assent to his change of views; that the
idea of waiting, probably for years, until William Henry should have
made sufficient means upon which to marry, would be abhorrent to her;
that, in a word, her love for him did not comprehend hope and patience.
It was possible indeed that his omission to come in person arose from
delicacy of mind, and the disinclination to embarrass her by a personal
appeal; and as for his choice of an intermediary he had perhaps but
poured out his woes into the ears of the first person who had professed
to sympathise with them, and who, it must be confessed, had shown him
kindness. And yet how mistaken the dear lad had been in supposing for
a moment that mere misfortune—the ill success of the play—could cut
the bonds that bound her heart to his! It had had an effect indeed, but
it was only to strengthen them, for when the object of a woman’s love
is in adversity, he becomes the more dear to her in proportion to the
difficulties by which he is surrounded. Since his love was as genuine
as her own, he ought indeed to have known as much. And that he should
despair of her! Well, indeed, might she ask with much amazement, ‘What
do you mean? Why should he despair?’
But Mrs. Jordan’s pretty face only grew more grave and sad.
‘I wish to heaven, my dear girl,’ she said, ‘that I could use another
word. If you knew the pain it costs me to come here and see you face to
face, and tell you what I have to tell, you would pity me—if you shall
presently have any pity to spare, save for your unhappy self and your
still more wretched Willie.’ The earnestness and fervour of her tone,
and its solemnity, which seemed to prepare the way for the revelation
of some overwhelming misfortune, made Margaret’s blood run cold.
‘You said that he was not ill,’ she murmured hoarsely, ‘and yet he has
not come home. He is not dead? Oh, tell me that my Willie is not dead?’
‘He is not dead, Margaret, but there are worse things that happen to
those we love than death. Worse things than even when you thought the
worst of your Willie and of me.’
‘Great heaven, how you terrify me! Tell me what has happened in one
word.’
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