‘“He had to leave London for Ireland, so I had no difficulty in
deceiving him in this matter. We corresponded in cipher about it, and I
led him to imagine that the ‘Vortigern,’ as accepted in Drury Lane, was
the play that we had composed together. I thought if it were successful
that I should be in a position to defy him, and that only those who
were already my enemies would believe his story. He had told me that
it was impossible for him to be in London the first night of its
performance, and I flattered myself that I was quite safe. The instant
I recognised his voice in the theatre, I felt that all was over with
me. He would find out the absence of his own rhapsodies from the drama;
and that I had deceived him, as indeed I had—whom have I not deceived?
From that moment my fate was sealed.”
‘“Unhappy boy!“ cried I; “is it possible, then, that you acknowledge
yourself to be a forger and a cheat?”
‘“I do,“ he answered; “here is the record of my transgression.”
‘He took from his breast-pocket this paper, his confession, which, it
appears, he always carried about with him; an imprudence which would
have been unintelligible in any one else, but to him who had trodden,
as it were, every day on the crust of a volcano, it mattered little.
I felt sure at once that this was written for your eye, Margaret,
in case of discovery; thus, to the very last, some will say, the
straightforward course was the one he was disinclined to take. But let
us rather believe that to tell you of his own unworthiness to your face
was an ordeal beyond his strength. In vain I represented to him the
anxiety and apprehensions which his absence must be exciting at home.
‘“I have no home,“ was his reply. “But think of your father!“ “I have
no father,“ was his miserable rejoinder. “But Margaret; have you no
pity for Margaret?“ “I cannot see her. I dare not see her,“ was his
pitiful cry. So I have come to you instead of him.’
Margaret answered nothing, She sat with the confession in her hand,
without sign or word, looking straight before her.
‘I must go now,’ continued her companion tenderly. ‘If I can be of any
use, if I can say anything for you; a word of forgiveness with your
farewell—he is but seventeen, remember—well, another time, perhaps.’
She had reached the door when Margaret called her back with a pitiful
cry.
‘Kiss me! kiss me!’
As their lips met, the touch of sympathy, like Moses’ wand, drew the
tears from that face of marble, whereby, even though she left no hope
and the bitter conviction of a wasted love behind her, the messenger of
pity knew that she had not come altogether in vain.
CHAPTER XXXII.
THE FEET OF CLAY.
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