Sad it is to be left alone with our dead, how much sadder to be left
alone, after they have died, with the revelation of their baseness,
to find our love has been wasted on an unworthy object, our reverence
paid to a false god. In Margaret’s case matters were still worse, for
she could not even keep the revelation to herself; she had not the
miserable satisfaction that some bereaved ones have when they chance
upon the proof of a once loved one’s shame, of concealing it. It was
necessary that she should tell Mr. Erin, and in revealing the fraud of
which he had been the victim, what misery was she about to inflict upon
him! How the whole fabric of the old man’s pride would be shattered to
the dust, and how triumphantly would his enemies trample upon it.
CHAPTER XXXIII.
BREAKING IT.
AS Margaret and her uncle sat at breakfast the next morning—later than
usual, as was their wont on Sundays—scarce a word was interchanged
between them. Her pale face and haggard eyes evoked no remark from him,
who, indeed, himself looked pale and worn enough. If he had spoken upon
the subject of the play it might have been made easier to her to tell
him her dreadful tidings. But as it was, she felt herself unequal to
the task; she could not break in upon his gloomy thoughts with such
black news. She almost hoped, from his set lips and knitted brow, that
he suspected something of the truth; otherwise surely, surely, she
thought, he would express some anxiety concerning the continued absence
of William Henry.
She was, however, mistaken. Where affection is not concerned, even the
catastrophes that happen to others (and much less the apprehensions of
them) do not concern us so much as our own material interests.
After a mere pretence of a meal, the antiquary produced pen and ink,
and proceeded to make some calculations.
In the middle of them arrived Mr. Albany Wallis. His face was even
graver than usual, which his host, however, thought natural enough.
He took it for granted that he had come upon business connected with
the play, the failure of which was sufficient to account for his
depression; or his melancholy, perhaps, might have been put on with
a view of cheapening the terms that had been agreed upon with his
employers. But Margaret felt, the first instant she caught sight of the
visitor’s face, that he knew all, and did not need that dumb assurance
of human sympathy, the close, lingering pressure of his hand, to
convince her of it.
‘This is a bad job,’ said Mr. Erin, with a pretence of briskness. ‘I
suppose Sheridan will not give the play another chance?’
‘Certainly not,’ said Mr. Wallis decisively. ‘Almeyda is on the bill
for to-morrow.’
‘Then there is nothing for it but to settle, and have done with it. It
is quite as great a disappointment to me as to the management, I do
assure you, and eventually will be as great a loss. I have ordered the
paper for the publication of the play, and must needs go on with it. I
cannot break faith with the public.’
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