One of Mrs. Jordan’s letters enclosed a little note from William Henry,
which for months Margaret could not bring herself to read. She knew
that it required no reply, and must needs bruise the wound that had not
yet healed within her; so it lay in her desk like some mystic jewel
which its possessor keeps in her case because it brings ill-luck to the
wearer. But when, after long waiting, and without importunity, Frank
Dennis obtained permission to visit his own house, she felt it to be
her duty to read or burn that note. It was not a case of being off with
the old love before she was on with the new, so far as William Henry
was concerned, for she had long done with him; but she was conscious of
a certain tender curiosity, which, as circumstances were now turning
out, might become disloyalty to another, and therefore she resolved to
allay it.
She took the folded paper in her trembling hand, like one who takes
up earth to scatter on the coffin lid; it was the very last sight
she would ever have of aught belonging to him. There was a certain
solemnity about those farewell words of his, even though they could not
matter much. Perhaps they were not words of farewell; perhaps, in his
wild, boyish fashion, they were about to tell her that in spite of his
ruin and disgrace, he still loved her, and how, knowing that her heart
had once been his, he defied her to cast him out of it. That would be
cruel indeed, though it would not alter the course she had marked out
for herself. Would it not be better after all to burn the letter?
The next moment she had torn it open and read it. It was dated months
ago, within a week, indeed, of the discovery of his shame. ‘I have done
you a grievous wrong, Margaret; let me now do you one good service. It
is but a little word of advice, yet if you knew what it cost me to give
it, you would hold it of some value. Frank Dennis is worth a thousand
of me and loves you—I cannot bring myself to write with a truer love
than mine, for that is impossible—but with a love more worthy of you.
Marry him, Margaret, and forget me!’
It could not have mattered much, as has been said. The man was a
bankrupt; but still he had given her all he had to give, a quittance.
With Aunt Margaret’s fortunes, as apart from the misguided youth who in
so strange a manner had almost linked her lot with his, our story has
little to do. My own impression is that she was a happy wife; and it is
quite certain that Frank Dennis was the best of husbands. Mr. Erin did
not long survive his day of humiliation, though it was not, I think,
distress of mind that hastened his end so much (as often happens) as
the relinquishment of his old pursuits and favourite studies. When we
have ridden a hobby-horse all our lives, it is no wonder that when it
is suddenly taken from us we find that we have lost the use of our legs.
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