Great Britain -- History -- Mary I, 1553-1558 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
She looked such a dainty picture, framed in the rich embrasure of the
great window, her graceful figure with its crown of gold looking
majestic and noble on the raised dais, ethereal and almost ghostlike,
with its rich white draperies.
Just for one moment as Wessex entered the room the events of the last
fortnight suddenly vanished from his memory. She was there before him,
in that same soft gown of white, as she had stood that day, with a sheaf
of roses in her arms--or were they marguerites?--and once more, as he
had done then, he vaguely wondered what colour were her eyes. On his
lips he seemed to feel again the savour of her passionate kiss, and once
again to smell the perfume of her golden hair as for that one brief,
heavenly minute she had lain next to his heart.
But reality--wanton, crude, and cruel--chased this brief, happy vision
away with one cut of her swishing lash, and then brought before his eyes
that same face and form, but with wild, restless eyes, bare neck and
bosom, and with the Spaniard's hand resting masterfully on her
shoulder. And Ursula, who had watched him keenly, saw the cold,
contemptuous look in his eyes, the shudder which shook his powerful
frame as he approached her, and she even seemed actually to be touching
that stony barrier of wilful self-control, which he interposed between
himself and her.
But the obeisance which he made to her was profound and full of cold
respect.
"You desired to speak with me, lady?" he said. "My life, which you have
deigned to save, is entirely at your service."
She had stepped down from the dais as he approached, calling upon every
fibre within her, upon every power granted to a woman who loves to touch
the heart of the loved one. Though she knew that for ever after, he and
she would henceforth be parted, her heart had so yearned for him that
vaguely she had begun to delude herself with the hope that after all
only a great misunderstanding existed between him and her, and that
before they spoke the last words of farewell their hands would meet just
once again--only as friends--only as comrades perhaps--but closely,
trustfully for all that.
It was solely in this hope that she had begged for an interview.
His coldness chilled her. Now that he was near her again, she once more
became conscious of that bitter feeling of awful jealousy which had
caused her the most exquisite heart-ache which a human being could be
called upon to endure. Memory brought back to her the vision of another
woman--an unknown creature whom he loved, to the destruction of his own
soul and honour.
And with the advent of this memory the tender appeal died upon her lips,
and she only said in a hard, callous voice--
"Is that all that Your Grace would say to me?"
"Nay, indeed," he replied with the same icy calm, "there is much I ought
to say, is there not? I should tell you how grateful I am for my life,
which I owe to you. And yet I cannot even find it in my heart to say
'thank you' for so worthless a gift."
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