Great Britain -- History -- Mary I, 1553-1558 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
"The Marquis de Suarez has all the faults of his race. We warn you to
cease this intercourse which doth no credit to your modesty."
And she--his love, his cherished dream--had said nothing in reply.
Wessex strained his every sense to hear, but there came nothing save--
"Your Majesty . . ."
And then the peremptory--
"Silence, wench!" from irate Mary Tudor.
And then nothing more.
She had gone evidently, bearing her humiliation, leaving him in doubt
and fear, to endure a torture of the soul which well-nigh unmanned him.
She must have known that he had heard, and yet she said nothing.
To the Duke of Wessex, the most favoured man in England, the grand
seigneur with one foot on the throne, the idea of suffering a false
accusation in silence was a thing absolutely beyond
comprehension--weakness which must have its origin in guilt.
Human nature is so constituted that man is bound to measure his
fellow-creatures by his own standard; else why doth charity think no
evil? The goodness and purity which comes from the soul is always
mirrored in the soul of others. Evil sees evil everywhere. Pride does
not understand humility.
Thus in Wessex' heart!
Had his sovereign liege--that sovereign being a man--dared to put forth
a base insinuation against him, he would have forgotten the kingship
and struck the man, who impeached his honour, fearlessly in the face.
Nothing but conscious guilt would have stayed his avenging hand, or
silenced the indignant words on his lips.
Of course he could not see what was actually passing: he could but
surmise, and a fevered, tortured brain is an uncertain counsellor.
He could not understand Ursula's attitude. The girlish weakness, the
submission to the highest authority in the land born of centuries of
tradition, the maidenly bashfulness at the monstrosity of the
accusation, were so many little feminine traits which at this moment
appeared to him as so many admissions of guilt.
He would have loved them at other times: loved them in _her_ especially,
because they were so characteristic of her simple nature, bred in the
country, half woman and wholly child. Just now they were repellent to
his pride, incomprehensible to his manhood, and for the first time his
faith began to waver.
Pity him, my masters! for he suffered intensely.
Pity him, mistress, for he loved her with his whole soul.
Nay! do not sneer. Love-at-first-sight is a great and wonderful thing,
and, more than that, it is real--genuinely, absolutely, completely real.
But it is not immutable. It is the basis, the solid foundation of what
will become the lasting passion. In itself it has one great
weakness--the absence of knowledge.
Wessex loved with his soul, but not yet with his reason. How could he?
Reason is always the last to fall into line with the other slaves of
passion. At present he worshipped in her that which he had conceived her
to be, and the very sublimity of this whole-hearted love was a bar to
the existence of perfect trust and faith.
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