Adventure stories; Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
Upon the instant her anger vanished. A great fear that he was dead
descended upon her, and to heighten the horror of it came the thought
that he had received his death-wound through her agency. With a moan of
anguish she went down upon her knees beside him. She raised his head
and pillowed it in her lap, calling to him by name, as though her
voice alone must suffice to bring him back to life and consciousness.
Instinctively she unfastened his doublet at the neck, and sought to draw
it away that she might see the nature of his hurt and staunch the wound
if possible, but her strength ebbed away from her, and she abandoned her
task, unable to do more than murmur his name.
“Crispin, Crispin, Crispin!”
She stooped and kissed the white, clammy forehead, then his lips, and
as she did so a tremor ran through her, and he opened his eyes. A moment
they looked dull and lifeless, then they waxed questioning.
A second ago these two had stood in anger with the width of the room
betwixt them; now, in a flash, he found his head on her lap, her lips on
his. How came he there? What meant it?
“Crispin, Crispin,” she cried, “thank God you did but swoon!”
Then the awakening of his soul came swift upon the awakening of his
body. He lay there, oblivious of his wound, oblivious of his mission,
oblivious of his son. He lay with senses still half dormant and
comprehension dulled, but with a soul alert he lay, and was supremely
happy with a happiness such as he had never known in all his ill-starred
life.
In a feeble voice he asked:
“Why did you run away?”
“Let us forget it,” she answered softly.
“Nay--tell me first.”
“I thought--I thought--” she stammered; then, gathering courage, “I
thought you did not really care, that you made a toy of me,” said she.
“When they told me that you sat at dice with a gentleman from London I
was angry at your neglect. If you loved me, I told myself, you would not
have used me so, and left me to mope alone.”
For a moment Crispin let his grey eyes devour her blushing face. Then
he closed them and pondered what she had said, realization breaking upon
him now like a great flood. The light came to him in one blinding yet
all-illuming flash. A hundred things that had puzzled him in the last
two days grew of a sudden clear, and filled him with a joy unspeakable.
He dared scarce believe that he was awake, and Cynthia by him--that he
had indeed heard aright what she had said. How blind he had been, how
nescient of himself!
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