Something of the same nature he said to Jean Dabney that evening as he
was walking home with her from Madame Marchande’s. He had long since
told her about the cloud on the Trask name, and of his determination to
dispel it; as he made no doubt it could be dispelled if he could trace
his father and persuade him to return to New Hampshire, there to fight
the good fight of reinstatement with half the wealth of a Colorado gold
mine to back him.
“I do hope you will succeed,” said the one who was to the full as
sympathetic as Bromley. “You owe it to him to do your very best to find
him.”
“To him, and quite as much to myself,” Philip amended decisively.
“While the cloud remains, it rests upon all of us who bear the Trask
name. Until it is cleared away I can’t ask any right-minded woman to
marry me.”
They had reached the bridge over Cherry Creek and had paused to look
down upon the damp sands lying dark in the starlight The young woman’s
tone was merely argumentative when she said: “Don’t you think that is
carrying it rather far?”
“Not as I see it. The name a man gives to his wife ought not to have
even a shadow of disgrace upon it. Don’t you believe that?”
“Y-yes, I suppose I do,” was the half-hesitant reply. “Yet that seems
frightfully sweeping, when you come to think of it. It seems to shut
out all idea of repentance and forgiveness.”
“Take it home,” said Philip shortly. “Would you marry a man who had a
bad record, or whose father had been accused of a crime and was still
lying under that accusation?”
She was still staring down at the dark sands in the creek channel.
“Since the beginning of time both men and women have been forgiving
worse things.”
Never before in their renewed acquaintance had he felt so strongly the
difference that a year’s burden of heavy responsibilities courageously
taken up and carried had made in the dark-eyed young woman standing
beside him. It was only at rare intervals that a flash of the old-time,
teasing mockery came to the surface. He told himself that her burden
had not only sobered her; it had brought her too crudely in contact
with a world of compromises--ethical compromises. He remembered what
Bromley had said about the double standard of morals, and the part
good women played in maintaining or condoning it, and the recollection
brought a bitter taste in his mouth.
“If women like you take that attitude, what is the use of a man’s
trying to keep his record clean?” he demanded.
“Dear me! How savagely righteous you can be!” she exclaimed with a
little laugh. Then she cleared the air with a plain-spoken declaration
that served to increase the aloes taste in his mouth: “I suppose I am
like other women. When the time comes--if it ever does come--that I
think enough of a man to marry him, I shan’t ask what he has been; only
what he is and means to be.”
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