“All right; we’ll get together again. While you are here, my office
is at your disposal, of course. Come around and make it your loafing
place.”
After Drew had left him, Philip lighted another of the mild cigars
and took to the streets, walking until he was sodden with weariness.
Again and again the meager details of Garth’s tragedy passed themselves
in review. So the big miner had once made his little gesture of
righteousness by marrying a woman of the class for which the world
has no place of repentance, had he? That was fine! How crassly he had
misjudged Garth. Bromley’s insight had been better. Was the play-boy’s
assumption that there was no hard-and-fast line to be drawn between the
sheep and the goats--that there was good in the worst and bad in the
best--the right one, after all?
Philip’s thoughts went back to the scene of the early morning when
he had awakened to find a girl with pencilled eyebrows and painted
lips sitting on the edge of his bed in the strange room. “Scum of the
earth,” he had been calling her and her kind; and yet she, and her
still more degraded house mistress, had taken him in and cared for him,
and had not robbed him and turned him helpless into the street, as
they might have done. He had a vivid picture of the girl sitting there
and laughing at him as he opened his eyes. She was pretty, in a way,
and her talk and manner had given him the impression of recklessness
and misguiding rather than hardness. Was she one of these who are more
sinned against than sinning? He wondered.
Tired out finally, he returned to the hotel and went to bed. In the
life which was already withdrawing into a far-away past he had always
been able to fall asleep as soon as his head touched the pillow; but
now, though it was past midnight and he was weary to utter exhaustion,
sleep would not come. Over and over the harrowing details of the
discovery of his father and the scene in the upper room over the
gambling den rehearsed themselves as he tossed and tumbled and tried to
banish them; and at last, in sheer desperation, he got up and dressed
and went down to the lobby floor. The bar-room was closed, and he
appealed to the night clerk, money in hand.
“I’m sick and can’t sleep,” he said. “Couldn’t you break in back there
and get me a drink? I don’t want to take to the streets at this time of
night.”
The clerk smiled knowingly. “Got a hang-over, have you? I guess I can
fix you.” He disappeared, to return presently with a pint bottle of
whiskey. “Think that will do the business for you?” he asked.
“Yes; thanks. Don’t bother about the change.”
Once more in his room, he slipped out of his clothes, took a stiff
drink, and stretched himself upon the bed. In a little time the curious
and altogether pleasant feeling of levitation came and he floated off
through a spacious region of dreams which grew vaguer and vaguer until
they vanished in an abyss of forgetfulness.
XVIII
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