“We were both right: you have proved it. Philip said to me once that
whatever you had done, you had kept your soul clean.”
“He did, eh? He said the same thing to me, no longer ago than last
night. That’s all either of you know about it. A year ago I wasn’t
worth the powder it would have taken to blow me up, Jean; that is the
plain, unvarnished fact. I’m not right sure that I am any better now;
not in Philip’s definition of goodness. Thanks to you and to him, I’ve
got a pot of money; and money brings responsibility; and responsibility
bespeaks some little effort at decent living. There you have it in a
nutshell.”
“I know,” she smiled; “I have heard you talk before.” Then: “You spoke
just now of Philip’s definition of goodness. Don’t you think it is the
right one?”
“Oh, yes; I suppose it is, when you come right down to the foundation
of things. The only danger is that it may breed a prickly lot of
spiritual pride. That was the chief thing that was the matter with
Phil--a pride that made him not only hate the sin, but despise the
sinner. The pride is gone now, and in going it has taken some of the
righteous hardness along with it, which, you might say, is all to the
good. I don’t believe he will ever set himself up in judgment again
upon the poor sinners--which is something gained, isn’t it?”
“Yes; but the price he is paying is terribly high.”
“Sure it is. Yet I’m not losing hope. There are certain mazes in this
thing we call life out of which a man has to grope his own way, if he
can. There is good stuff in Phil--royally good stuff at bottom, as we
both know. If--in the reaction--he doesn’t do something everlastingly
to smash his whole future----”
She nodded slowly. “That is the greatest danger; that he will cut
himself off from every chance of getting back. There are two Denvers
over there,”--with a glance backward at the city of the plain lying
map-like under the afternoon sun. “I think you know what I mean.”
“I do. There are good doors that are slow to open to the wayfarer, and
a lot of bad ones that are always open. At the present moment Philip is
one of the many drifters. But I am still betting on him.”
“If we only knew a little more about it,” she offered musingly. “If we
could find out where he went that Monday evening after you left him----”
He took her up quickly.
“You’d like to have me try to run the thing down, Jean?”
“I suppose we have no right to pry. And yet, if we knew----”
“I understand. If we can place the father, we shall at least know how
bad things are, and if they are or are not altogether past mending.
I’ll do my best. Anything else suggest itself?”
“You will not lose sight of Philip. He needs your friendship now more
than ever.”
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