It was not surprising that the unhappy son should see in his mother's
sudden collapse the hand of the Almighty. Deep in the heart of every man
and woman is planted the conviction that an unseen and awful deity deals
out retribution as well as justice to erring humanity. Power was under
no delusion as to his personal responsibility for his actions. He had
done wrong, and now he was being punished. "A man's heart deviseth the
way, but the Lord directeth his steps." Sternly and terribly had his
feet been turned to the new path; but if he flung himself on his knees
and prayed now, it was not for forgiveness of his own sin, but in
frenzied petition that it should not be visited on his mother and Nancy.
Even in this new delirium of suffering he did not forget the woman he
loved. Though his torment was as the torment of a scorpion, he asked
that Nancy, too, might be spared. On his head be the punishment; but let
the Divine Ruler of the world have pity on her youth, and find innocence
in her, for she had been hardly dealt by!
He was still kneeling in anguish of spirit when an awe-stricken page
entered the room with a telegram. If aught were needed to crush him into
the dust, it was forthcoming in Dacre's guarded words:
"Have accidentally secured brief talk on telephone with friend
indicated, who arrived this morning Fall River steamer. No secret
made of intentions, which I am bidden to warn you are final. Going
with father to Europe at once; but would not discuss reasons, for
which, obviously, I could not press. I am puzzled and shocked.
Command me in any way. Have you received urgent summons to Bison?
Your mother is ill."
Then, and not until then, did some Heaven-sent clarity of vision reveal
to Power that Nancy had not been acting a part when she wrote the letter
he found in the hut. It was only too true that, as he told Peter Granite
in the first mad words which burst from his lips, she had left him
forever. He did not pretend to understand her motives--he was sure he
never would understand them--but her action, at least, was finite. He
knew now she was gone beyond recall. By some malign trick of fate she
was probably stating her unalterable resolve over the telephone to his
friend at the very moment he was reeling under the shock of MacGonigal's
frantic messages with reference to his mother.
Well, be it so! His dream of a life's happiness had been shattered by a
thunderbolt from a summer sky, and, crowning misery, here was his mother
at death's door, in a state of mind surely aggravated by distress
because of uncertainty as to his whereabouts! Sheer despair was again
calming if benumbing him when, by ill-chance, his haggard eyes dwelt on
Nancy's letter. The concluding words seemed to grip him by the throat:
"I can write no more. My poor heart is breaking."
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