In such wise was the black dog care partly lifted off Power's shoulders.
He had yet to learn that the human vessel cannot contain more than its
due measure of sorrow. When it is filled to the brim no additional grief
can find lodgment. Misfortune carried to excess has made cowards brave
and given fools wisdom, and Derry Power was neither coward nor fool.
Mrs. Moore was naturally surprised when the visitor was introduced; but
she hailed his presence with obvious relief. MacGonigal and Jake were
invited to join the tea-party--and, at any other time, the cowboy's
struggles with a tiny cup and saucer of delicate china, a microscopic
teaspoon, and a roll of thin bread and butter would have caused a good
deal of merriment. Mac, thanks to his training in the store, juggled
easily with these implements, and there was an air almost of
light-heartedness about the company before it broke up at Power's
suggestion that he and Dacre might smoke while surveying some part of
the ranch.
Dacre showed his knowledge of human nature by leading his friend on to
talk of his mother. That way, he was sure, lay the waters of healing.
While deploring the unhappy circumstances which attended Mrs. Power's
death, which Dr. Stearn put down to failure of the heart's action, he
swept aside her son's bitter self-condemnation.
"Death," he said, "is the one element in human affairs which may not be
estimated in that general way. If your mother's heart was affected, she
was far more likely to die of some sudden excitement than because of a
not very poignant anxiety as to your prolonged absence from home. I
suppose, in a sense, she knew where you were?"
"Yes. I--I deceived her with sufficient skill," came the morbid retort.
"Then you must school yourself to dwell on those long years of pleasant
companionship in the past rather than this final parting, which you
attribute to a cause that exists only in your imagination. I think
Tennyson's philosophy is at fault in the line:
'Sorrow's crown of sorrow is remembering happier things.'
I hold that Cowper peered more closely into the fiber and essence of
humanity when he wrote:
'The path of sorrow, and that path alone,
Leads to the land where sorrow is unknown;
No traveler ever reached that blest abode
Who found not thorns and briars in his road.'
You were utterly unnerved and wretched when the news of your mother's
illness reached you. You magnified your personal responsibility out of
all reasonable proportion. I can see no proof of other influence than
the fixed course and final outcome of a disease difficult to detect and
incapable of cure."
They were nearing the Gulch, Power having chosen that direction because
of the uninterrupted view of the surrounding country they would secure
from the top of the rising ground.
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