"If it will help any that all the world should know that I, the
aforesaid John Darien Power, have been, and am, and will ever remain
frantically in love with a lady heretofore described as Nancy Willard, I
shall nail a signed statement to that effect on the Casino notice-board
tomorrow morning," he vowed.
She gently released her hands, placed them lovingly on his cheeks, and
drew him close, so that he could not choose but yield to any demand she
might make.
"Derry," she said, kissing him with that soothing air of maternity which
is a woman's highest endowment, "though I am going to say something
dreadfully forward and bold, I shall risk all lest I lose you, and, if
that happens, my poor heart will break and be at rest forever. Even now
you do not see whither I am leading you. You never would see unless I
spoke plainly. My love for you may be fierce and terrible; but I am
only a weak woman, a woman just emerged from girlhood, and I want to be
saved from myself. If, for your dear sake, I am to cut adrift from the
past, I cannot be left alone. By your side I can face the storm, but I
shudder at the thought of protests, appeals, influences perhaps more
potent than I imagine in my present new-found mood of hatred of the
wrong which has been done me. Derry, why, do you think, have I asked you
to leave Newport early tomorrow?"
Stirred by a common impulse, they both stood upright. All at once she
seemed to be unable to bear his burning gaze any longer, and her head
sank on his breast. He had thrown a protecting arm around her shoulders,
and he felt her supple body quiver under a sob which she tried to
restrain.
"Nancy," he whispered, "am I to take you with me?"
"Yes," she said brokenly.
"You mean that we are to be a law unto ourselves, and thereby make
divorce proceedings inevitable? I must put it that way, my dear one! I
must understand!"
"Yes, Derry. You _must_ understand. There is no other way."
He held her so tightly that he became aware of the mad racing of her
heart, and a great pity stirred his inmost core. How she must have
suffered! What agony was this forced discarding, one by one, of her
maidenly defenses! Though he had been blind and deaf solely because of
the depth and intensity of his love and reverence, he could utter now
only a halting plea that would explain his slowness of perception.
"Forgive me, Dear!" he murmured. "I can find nothing better to say than
that--forgive me! I was so absorbed in my own dream of happiness that I
gave no heed to the means. But I shall never again be so thoughtless."
"Thoughtless!" She raised her sweet face once more, tear-stained and
smiling. "You thoughtless, Derry? Women thank God for that sort of
thoughtlessness in men like you!"
And with that, before he could forestall or even divine her intention,
she had withdrawn from his embrace, and had run lightly up half a dozen
of the Forty Steps.
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