She drew a long breath. Muriel looked at her tenderly--enchanted
whenever the old enthusiasm, the old buoyancy reappeared. They had now
been in Italy for nearly two months. Muriel knew that for her companion
the time had passed in one long wrestle for a new moral and spiritual
standing-ground. All the glory of Italy had passed before the girl's
troubled eyes as something beautiful but incoherent, a dream landscape,
on which only now and then her full consciousness laid hold. For to the
intenser feeling of youth, full reality belongs only to the world
within; the world where the heart loves and suffers. Diana's true life
was there; and she did not even admit the loyal and gentle woman who had
taken a sister's place beside her to a knowledge of its ebb and flow.
She bore herself cheerfully and simply; went to picture-galleries and
churches; sketched and read--making no parade either of sorrow or of
endurance. But the impression on Mrs. Colwood all the time was of a
desperately struggling soul voyaging strange seas of grief alone. She
sometimes--though rarely--talked with Muriel of her mother's case; she
would sometimes bring her friend a letter of her father's, or a fragment
of journal from that full and tragic store which the solicitors had now
placed in her hands; generally escaping afterward from all comment; only
able to bear a look, a pressure of the hand. But, as a rule, she kept
her pain out of sight. In the long dumb debate with herself she had
grown thin and pale. There was nothing, however, to be done, nothing to
be said. The devoted friend could only watch and wait. Meanwhile, of
Oliver Marsham not a word was ever spoken between them.
* * * * *
The travellers climbed the hill as the sun sank behind the mountains,
made for the Subasio Hotel, found letters, and ordered rooms.
Among her letters, Diana opened one from Sir James Chide. "The House
will be up on Thursday for the recess, and at last I have persuaded
Ferrier to let me carry him off. He is looking worn out, and, as I tell
him, will break down before the election unless he takes a holiday now.
So he comes--protesting. We shall probably join you somewhere in
Umbria--at Perugia or Assisi. If I don't find you at one or the other, I
shall write to Siena, where you said you meant to be by the first week
in June. And, by-the-way, I shouldn't wonder if Bobbie Forbes were with
us. He amuses Ferrier, who is very fond of him. But, of course, you
needn't see anything of him unless you like."
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