For instance, he had been lending her books representing his own
political and social opinions. To her they were anathema. Her father's
soul in her regarded them as forces of the pit, rising in ugly clamor to
drag down England from her ancient place. But to hate and shudder at
them from afar had been comparatively easy. To battle with them at close
quarters, as presented by this able and courteous antagonist, who passed
so easily and without presumption from the opponent into the teacher,
was a more teasing matter. She had many small successes and
side-victories, but they soon ceased to satisfy her, in presence of the
knowledge and ability of a man who had been ten years in Parliament, and
had made for himself--she began to understand--a considerable position
there. She was hotly loyal to her own faiths; but she was conscious of
what often seemed to her a dangerous and demoralizing interest in his! A
demoralizing pleasure, too, in listening--in sometimes laying aside the
watchful, hostile air, in showing herself sweet, yielding, receptive.
These melting moods, indeed, were rare. But no one watching the two on
this February evening could have failed to see in Diana signs of
happiness, of a joyous and growing dependence, of something that refused
to know itself, that masqueraded now as this feeling, now as that, yet
was all the time stealing upon the sources of life, bewitching blood and
brain. Marsham lamented that in ten days he and his mother must be in
town for the Parliamentary season. Diana clearly endeavored to show
nothing more than a polite regret. But in the half-laughing,
half-forlorn requests she made to him for advice in certain practical
matters which must be decided in his absence she betrayed herself; and
Marsham found it amazingly sweet that she should do so. He said eagerly
that he and Lady Lucy must certainly come down to Tallyn every alternate
Sunday, so that the various small matters he had made Diana intrust to
him--the finding of a new gardener; negotiations with the Vavasours,
connected with the cutting of certain trees--or the repairs of a ruinous
gable of the house--should still be carried forward with all possible
care and speed. Whereupon Diana inquired how such things could possibly
engage the time and thought of a politician in the full stream of
Parliament.
"They will be much more interesting to me," said Marsham, in a low
steady voice, "than anything I shall be doing in Parliament."
Diana rose, in sudden vague terror--as though with the roar in her ears
of rapids ahead--murmured some stammering thanks, walked across the
room, lowered a lamp which was flaming, and recovered all her smiling
self-possession. But she talked no more of her own affairs. She asked
him, instead, for news of Miss Vincent.
Marsham answered, with difficulty. If there had been sudden alarm in
her, there had been a sudden tumult of the blood in him. He had almost
lost his hold upon himself; the great words had been almost spoken.
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