She rose suddenly with a bitten lip. Her eyes blazed--and her cheeks.
She walked to the window and stood looking out, in a whirlwind of
feeling and memory, hiding her face as best she could from the girl
who sat watching her with an expression half sulky, half insolent. Diana
was thinking of moments--recalling forgotten fragments of dialogue--in
the past, which showed her father's opinion of his Barbadoes
brother-in-law: "A grasping, ill-bred fellow"--"neither gratitude, nor
delicacy"--"has been the evil genius of his wife, and will be the ruin
of his children." She did not believe a word of Fanny's story--not a
word of it!
She turned impetuously. Then, as her eyes met Fanny's, a shock ran
through her--the same sudden, inexplicable fear which had seized on Mrs.
Colwood, only more sickening, more paralyzing. And it was a fear which
ran back to and linked itself with the hour of heart-searching in the
wood. What was Fanny thinking of?--what was in her mind--on her lips?
Impulses she could not have defined, terrors to which she could give no
name, crept over Diana's will and disabled it. She trembled from head to
foot--and gave way.
She walked up to her cousin.
"Fanny, is there any letter--anything of grandpapa's--or of my
mother's--that you could show me?"
"No! It was a promise, I tell you--there was no writing. But my mother
could swear to it."
The girl faced her cousin without flinching. Diana sat down again, white
and tremulous, the moment of energy, of resistance, gone. In a wavering
voice she began to explain that she had, in fact, been inquiring into
her affairs, that the money was not actually at her disposal, that to
provide it would require an arrangement with her bankers, and the
depositing of some securities; but that, before long, it should be
available.
Fanny drew a long breath. She had not expected the surrender. Her eyes
sparkled, and she began to stammer thanks.
"Don't!" said Diana, putting out a hand. "If I owe it you--and I take it
on your word--the money shall be paid--that's all. Only--only, I wish
you had not written to me like that; and I ask that--that--you will
never, please, speak to me about it again!"
She had risen, and was standing, very tall and rigid, her hands pressing
against each other.
Fanny's face clouded.
"Very well," she said, as she rose from her seat, "I'm sure I don't want
to talk about it. I didn't like the job a bit--nor did mother. But if
you are poor--and somebody owes you something--you can't help trying to
get it--that's all!"
Diana said nothing. She went to the writing-table and began to arrange
some letters. Fanny looked at her.
"I say, Diana!--perhaps you won't want me to stay here after--You seem
to have taken against me."
Diana turned.
"No," she said, faintly. Then, with a little sob: "I thought of nothing
but your coming."
Fanny flushed.
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