Canada -- Emigration and immigration -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Older couples -- Fiction; Spouses -- Fiction
Kirkby had stood silent during the first part of the recital, and had
seated himself silently when he found it promised to be a long one.
Once, later, he got up to look for the lamp, only to find that Mattie
had forgotten to fill it. This oversight on the part of one usually
so methodical and efficient told him more than even the hurried and
broken talk with which she was assailing him. Lighting a candle which
he discovered on the mantelpiece, he sat down again, setting the light
between them.
He was not thinking much as he listened; only allowing her to pour
her story into his mind, so that, when the time came, and she was
silent again, he might find the right words with which to cheer her.
Still less was he feeling.... He had already exhausted his own powers
of emotion, first, in that journey into the past which he had taken,
across the river, and then in his final revolt and recession in the
garden. He felt utterly detached from the situation which was riving
Mattie in twain as if it was with an actual devil that she strove.
Whether they went or stayed made no difference to him at the moment.
He had passed, for the time being, to a plane where the things of this
world could no longer affect him, either for good or evil.
“It’s Ellen bothers me most,” Mattie was saying, the quiver in her
voice becoming more and more pronounced. “I’d have thought Ellen would
have looked for me till I was in my coffin,--ay, and after that! Jessie
says she talks nowadays of coming here instead, but I doubt she never
will. Likely she’ll wait and wait and never come, same as I’ve waited
and waited and never gone.... And if she puts it off a deal longer I
won’t answer for it we’ll know her. That’s her photo she’s sent, over
there, and for more than a while I made sure it was somebody else.”
Kirkby turned his eyes towards the photograph on the table, and turned
them away again. He had no desire to look at it just then, or to test
the truth of what Mattie was saying. His power to interest himself
in such things would return to-morrow, when he would welcome even a
doubtful presentment of his absent daughter. But to-night he had passed
beyond his children, and felt no bond with them. They were no more to
him at the moment than the transplanted sapling is to the parent stem
from which it was once grown.
“You’re taking a deal for granted, it seems to me,” he said, at last.
“You’ve only Len’s wife’s word for it about Ellen and the rest, and not
at first hand, neither. Yon cousin of hers needs taking with a deal of
salt.”
Mattie nodded drearily.
“You’re right, there! She’s one of them do-nowts as has always a
sight to complain of, wherever they are.... But I feel it’s true, all
the same. It’s only natural folks should give up looking for you when
you’ve been so long on the road.”
“I don’t see it matters whether they’ve given up or not. They’d be just
as glad to see you, once you’d got across.”
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