Farther on in the residence district, occasional lighted windows watched
with the street-lamps gazing blankly into the darkness. In particular
one house was all ablaze. Every window glowed. No doubt a great
festivity was in progress and Verrill could almost fancy that he heard
the strains of the music, the rustle of the silks.
Then nearer at hand, but more to the eastward, where the office
buildings rose in tower-like clusters and somber groups, Verrill could
see a vista of open water—the harbour. Lights were moving here, green
and red, as the great hoarse-voiced freighters stood out with the tide.
And beyond this was the sea itself, and more lights, very, very faint
where the ships rolled leisurely in the ground swells; ships bound to
and from all ports of the earth,—ships that united the nations, that
brought the whole world of living men under the view of the lonely
watcher in the empty Banquet Hall.
Verrill raised the window. At once a subdued murmur, prolonged,
monotonous,—the same murmur as that which disengages itself from
forests, from the sea, and from sleeping armies,—rose to meet him. It
was the mingling of all the night noises into one great note that came
simultaneously from all quarters of the horizon, infinitely vast,
infinitely deep,—a steady diapason strain like the undermost bourdon of
a great organ as the wind begins to thrill the pipes.
It was the stir of life, the breathing of the Colossus, the push of the
nethermost basic force, old as the world, wide as the world, the murmur
of the primeval energy, coeval with the centuries, blood-brother to that
spirit which in the brooding darkness before creation, moved upon the
face of the waters.
And besides this, as Verrill stood there looking out, the night wind
brought to him, along with the taint of the sea, the odour of the
heaped-up fruit in the city’s markets and even the suggestion of the
vegetable gardens in the suburbs.
Across his face, like the passing of a long breath, he felt the abrupt
sensation of life, indestructible, persistent.
But absorbed in other things, Verrill, unmoved, and only dimly
comprehending, closed the window and turned back into the room. At his
place stood an unopened bottle and a glass as yet dry. He removed the
foil from the neck of the bottle, but after looking at his watch, set it
down again without drawing the cork. It lacked some fifteen minutes to
midnight.
Once again, as he had already done so many times that evening, Verrill
wiped the moisture from his forehead. He shut his teeth against the
slow thick labouring of his heart. He was alone. The sense of
isolation, of abandonment, weighed down upon him intolerably as he
looked up and down the the empty table. Alone, alone; all the rest were
gone, and he stood there, in the solitude of that midnight; he, last of
all that company whom he had known and loved. Over and over again he
muttered:
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