Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Having got through so many minutes without recognition I was beginning
to hope that, by blotting myself out, as it were, between my
fellow-workmen I might finally escape detection. No one had as yet
dissociated any of us from another, the very absence of personality on
our part reducing us to the place of mere machines. As a mere machine
Mrs. Averill and Mildred might continue to overlook me, passing out of
the room as unobservant as they had come in.
But Lulu had begun a curious movement round the square of the carpets.
She seemed to be studying them; though with the long slits of her
Mongolian eyes her glance might be traveling anywhere. Having had the
opportunity to look me in the face, she moved to where she got me in
profile, afterward passing behind me and returning to her original
standpoint beside her sister and her friend. Without further reference
to Mrs. Mountney, she slipped her arm through Mildred’s, leading her
toward the grand piano, against which they leaned.
For me there was nothing to do but to stand still. A word, a sign,
might easily betray me, if I had not been betrayed already. As the
conversation went on, Mildred kept her back to me, but Mrs. Averill
stood sidewise, so as to be able to throw me an occasional appraising
glance. Apparently she was in some doubt, my position and my clothes
rendering absolute certainty difficult.
But Mildred turned away from the piano at last, and without examining me
directly came slowly down the long room. Entirely mistress of herself
she walked with sedateness and composure. The shyness and brusqueness
which had given her a kind of aura in my thoughts during the past two
years seemed to have been overcome by experience. In this self-command
more than in any other detail I observed a change in her.
Not till she reached the corner of the long carpet did she give me the
first clear, straightforward look. That recognition did not come
instantly told me that I, too, must have changed. Laborious work and a
rough way of living had doubtless aged and probably hardened me. I was
dressed, too, like any other working-man, though with the tidiness which
our position on the selling floor exacted. A working-man in his Sunday
clothes would perhaps have described me, while my features must have
adapted themselves to altered inward conditions with the facility which
features possess.
"Is it really you?"
She was standing in front of me now, singling me out from the two boys
who had fallen a little back. She didn’t offer to shake hands; perhaps
she wasn’t sure enough of my identity; but that the circumstances in
which she found me made no difference to her was the one fact apparent.
Any emotion she may have felt was expressed in the quiver of a faint
smile.
"I hoped you wouldn’t recognize me," was all I found to say.
"Why?"
"Oh, for all the reasons that—that almost anybody would see at a
glance."
"Perhaps I’m not—not almost anybody."
"No; you’re not."
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