Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"You’ll find things rather run down," she said, indifferently. "I’ve no
good servants any more. They said that when the war was over it would be
easier to get them; but it’s a month now since the armistice was signed,
and it’s just as bad as ever."
"From that point of view, it will probably be worse," I remarked, when
about to pass from the library into the hall. "The world isn’t going
back to what it was before the war. You can’t stop an avalanche once it
has begun to slide."
She watched me from where she stood before the fire, reproducing almost
exactly the attitude of the fascinating woman overhead.
"Does that mean that you’ve come back a revolutionist, Billy? as well as
everything else?"
"N-no; I haven’t come back anything in particular. I’m just like you and
all the rest of the world, a snowflake in the avalanche. I suppose I
shall go tumbling with the mass."
A sense of something outlived came to me as I roamed through the house
which Vio allowed me to visit by myself. After two years spent in a
squint-eyed room of which the only decoration was three painted fungi
this mellow beauty stirred me to a vague irritation. It was not a real
dwelling for real people in the real world as the real world had become.
It was too rich and soft and long established in its place. Three or
four generations of Soameses and Torrances had stored its rooms with
tapestries, portraits, old porcelains, and mahoganies; and for America
that is much.
Over the landing where the stairway turned hung the famous Copley of
Jasper Soames. For a good two minutes he and I faced each other in
unspeakable communion. There was nothing between us but this stairway
acquaintance, formed during the three years Vio and I had lived
together; and yet somehow his being had stamped itself into mine.
On the floors above there was the same well-chosen abundance of
everything, sufficiently toned down by use and time to merit the word
shabby. That was the note that struck me first, and surprised me. Vio
had never been what is commonly known as a good housekeeper; but she had
commanded and been obeyed. What the house betrayed now was a diminution
of the power of command. Doubtless money didn’t go as far as it used
to; and there was a new spirit in the world as to taking orders. I
thought again of the garden revisited in autumn. The old house might be
said to have fulfilled its long mission, and to be ready to pass away
with the age of which it was a type.
To go into my own room and find it empty and swept of every trace of my
habitation would have been a stranger experience than it was if every
experience that day had not been strange. I looked into the wardrobes; I
pulled open the drawers. There was not a garment, not a scrap of paper
to indicate that I had ever been alive. Not till I saw this did I
realize the completeness with which Vio had buried me.
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