Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Between Minna and myself there had never been much sympathy, largely
because I was of the dreamy temperament and she of the sharp and
practical. That I should make beauty a career in life, and take
advantage of the fact that our father had left me a modest sufficiency
to give my services to a museum of fine arts, shocked her to the heart.
A man should do a man’s work, she said, not that of an old Miss Nancy.
When I pointed out that many of the manufacturers in New England, whose
work had to do with textiles, came to me for advice, she replied that
she didn’t believe it. Her attitude now was that I had done no worse
than she had always foretold and any one might have expected.
Ernestine, to do her justice, was as tolerant of me as she was of any
one who wasn’t a flag. The Flag having become her idol and she its
high-priestess, she could talk of nothing else. The nation had
apparently gone to war in order that the cult of the Flag should be the
more firmly established; and all other matters passed outside the circle
of her consideration. She knew I had been dead and had somehow become
alive again; but as the detail didn’t call for the raising of a flag she
couldn’t give her mind to it. As she could give her mind in no greater
measure to Minna’s canteen-work or Vio’s clothes, I profited by the
generous nature of her exclusions.
For Dan, when I met him, I hardly existed, but that might have been so
in any case, as we had never been really intimate. Recently he had been
working with English naval officers and had taken on their manners and
form of speech.
"Hello, old dear. Top-hole to see you looking so fit. I say, where can
I find a barber? Got a mane on me like a lion."
That was our greeting, and the extent to which our confidences went. He
sailed for Hampton Roads without a word as to my adventures.
This he did, I am sure, in a spirit of kindness. They were all moved by
the spirit of kindness, and the axiom of the less said the better. I
confess that I was mystified by this forbearance, and a little hurt.
Though I had been a fool, I had not been a traitor; yet every one
treated me as one. I should never have spoken of my two years of
aberration of my own accord; yet when all avoided the subject, as if it
opened the cupboard of the family dishonor, I resented the implication.
It was Tom Cantley with whom I was most at ease, perhaps because he was
not a blood relation. A big, genial, boresome fellow, he found me useful
as a listener. His rambling accounts of the doings and shortcomings of
the War Trade Board, and what he would have accomplished there if given
a free hand, I pretended to follow, because it left me free to pursue my
own thoughts. As he never asked for comments on my part, being content
when he could dribble out his own, the plan worked well.
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