Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"Aw, but it’s well you’re lookin’," Gallivan said, awesomely.
"And why shouldn’t he be lookin’ well," Bridget demanded, "and him with
more butter than he’s got bread to spread it on?"
"It’s different with us," the Finn said, bitterly, "with no butter and
not enough bread, and more mouths to feed than can ever be filled. I’ll
bet you Brogan doesn’t think of them, now that he’s got his own belly
full."
It seemed to me an opening.
"Well, suppose I did? Suppose I’d come back to hand down some of the
butter?"
"Aw, cut it out, Brogan," the Finn laughed, joylessly. "I was only
kiddin’ you. We don’t pass the buck, none of us don’t. What you got,
keep; and if you don’t, then the more fool you."
In Denis’s yearning eyes were the only signs of remote comprehension in
the company.
"Sure ye don’t have to pass the buck just because y’ ask the saints to
pray for ye, do ye? Pray for us, Brogan. Ye’ve got nothing else to do."
It was another opening.
"I wish I had, Denis. I’ve found that I don’t know how to loaf. If you
hear of anything—"
He nodded, with beatified aspiration in his leathery old face.
"Aw, then, if it’s that way you feel, the Holy Mother ’ll find ye
something, Protestant though y’ are, just as sure as she showed ould
Biddy Murphy, and her a Protestant too, that me mother knew in Ireland
where there was two-and-sixpence lyin’ in the mud, and she with the rent
comin’ due the next mornin’: This is the new Brogan," he continued, with
a wave of his hand toward the dark, wiry man, who responded with a grin.
"He can’t talk our talk hardly not at all, not no more than the monkey I
used to tell you about. A Pole he calls hisself; but I nivver heard of
no such nation as that till I come to this country. We nivver had them
in Ireland at all—at all. There was Ulster men, and Munster men, and
men from the County Monaghan; but I nivver heard tell of no Poles. Do
you think they’s have sowls like us? Or would they be like them Chinees
and Japansey men?"
"For Gawd’s sake, here’s the Floater," Bridget warned, softly, and every
man got back to his work.
Back at their work they had no time for further conversation; and in
some way, impossible for me to tell you in words, I felt myself
eliminated from their fellowship. They would always be friendly; but
the knowledge that I was bone of their bone and flesh of their flesh,
which had once been the outcome of a common need, was no longer theirs
nor mine. I could look in at them in this non-committal way as often as
I chose; but I should never get any farther.
Something of the sort was manifest when I next met Lydia Blair. Our
standing toward each other was different. Little as she had understood
me before, she understood me less in this new rôle than in any other.
"You sure are the queerest guy I ever met," she said, at one time in the
course of the evening. "I sometimes wonder if you’re all there."
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