Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Where was your last? What did you get? How did you like your boss? Did
you leave or was you fired? Are you a single fella or a married fella?
Did you have long hours? Wouldn’t he give you your raise? Did he kick
against the booze? These were mere starters of talk that invariably
died like seedlings in a wrong climate. Getting used to my mates, I made
them out to be a gardener, a chauffeur, a teamster, a decayed English
butler, and a negro boy who called himself a waiter. Talking about
their bosses, their tone on the whole was hostile without personal
malevolence. That is to say, there was little or no enmity to
individuals, though the tendency to curse the systems of civilized life
was general. I think they would have agreed with my Cornish friend that
"all employers is punk," and considered their feelings sufficiently
expressed at that.
But as I sat among them, day after day, I began, oddly enough, to
orientate my vision to their point of view. They were, of course, not
always the same men. The original five melted away into jobs within
three or four days; but five or six or seven was about the daily average
in our little pen. They came, were cowed, were selected, and went off.
Twice during the first week I was called out in response to applicants
for unusual grades of help, but my manner and speech seemed to overawe
the ladies who wanted to hire, and I was remanded to my cell. "She said
she didn’t want that _kind_ of a man." "He wouldn’t want to eat in the
kitchen," were the explanations given me by Miss Bryne. In vain I
protested that I would eat anywhere, so long as I ate. The other
servants wouldn’t get used to me, and so no more was to be said.
But I was getting used to the other servants. That is my point.
Insensibly I was changing my whole social attitude. It was like the
difference in looking at the Grand Cañon of Arizona—downward from El
Tovar, or upward from the brink of the Colorado. Little by little I
found myself staring upward from the bottom, through all sorts of ranks
above me. I didn’t notice the change at once. For a time I thought I
still retained my sense of obscured superiority. I arrived in the
morning, heard from the lips of the birdlike young lady at the desk the
familiar "Nothing yet," passed on to the pen, nodded to those who were
assembled, some of whom I would have seen the day before, listened to
their timid scraps of talk, which hardly ever varied from a few worn
notes.
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