There was one particular thing that we came to visit; we left the house
on the left, and turned through a little iron gate into a thick grove
of trees. We soon became aware that there was open ground before us,
and presently we came to a space in the heart of the wood, where there
was a silent pool all overgrown with water-lilies; the bushes grew
thickly round the edge. The pool was full of water-birds, coots, and
moor-hens, sailing aimlessly about, and uttering strange, melancholy
cries at intervals. On the edge of the water stood a small marble
temple, streaked and stained by the weather. As we approached it, my
friend told me something of the builder of the little shrine. He was a
former owner of the place, a singular man, who in his later days had
lived a very solitary life here. He was a man of wild and wayward
impulses, who had drunk deeply in youth of pleasure and excitement. He
had married a beautiful young wife, who had died childless in the first
year of their marriage, and he had abandoned himself after this event
to a despairing seclusion, devoted to art and music. He had filled the
great house with fine pictures, he had written a book of poems, and
some curious stilted volumes of autobiographical prose; but he had no
art of expression, and his books had seemed like a powerless attempt to
give utterance to wild and melancholy musings; they were written in a
pompous and elaborate style, which divested the thoughts of such charm
as they might have possessed.
He had lived thus to a considerable age in a wilful sadness, unloving
and unloved. He had cared nothing for the people of the place,
entertained no visitors; rambling, a proud solitary figure, about the
demesne, or immured for days together in his library. Had the story
not been true, it would have appeared like some elaborate fiction.
He built this little temple in memory of the wife whom he had lost, and
often visited it, spending hours on hot summer days wandering about the
little lake, or sitting silent in the portico. We went up to the
building. It was a mere alcove, open to the air. But what arrested my
attention was a marble figure of a young man, in a sitting position,
lightly clad in a tunic, the neck, arms, and knees bare; one knee was
flung over the other, and the chin was propped on an arm, the elbow of
which rested on the knee. The face was a wonderful and expressive
piece of work. The boy seemed to be staring out, not seeing what he
looked upon, but lost in a deep agony of thought. The face was
wonderfully pure and beautiful; and the anguish seemed not the anguish
of remorse, but the pain of looking upon things both sweet and
beautiful, and of yet being unable to take a share in them. The whole
figure denoted a listless melancholy. It was the work of a famous
French sculptor, who seemed to have worked under close and minute
direction; and my friend told me that no less than three statues had
been completed before the owner was satisfied.
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