To beguile the time I took up a volume near me, the work of a much
decried poet, Walt Whitman. Apart from the exquisite power of
expression that he possesses, he always seems to me to enter, more than
most poets, into the largeness of the world, to keep his heart fixed on
the vast wonder and joy of life. I read that poem full of tender
pathos and suggestiveness, _A Word out of the Sea_, where the child,
with the wind in his hair, listens to the lament of the bird that has
lost his mate, and tries to guide her wandering wings back to the
deserted nest. While the bird sings, with ever fainter hope, its
little heart aching with the pain of loss, the child hears the sea,
with its "liquid rims and wet sands" breathing out the low and
delicious word _death_.
The poet seems to think of death as the loving answer to the yearning
of all hearts, the sleep that closes the weary eyes. But I cannot rise
to this thought, tender and gentle as it is.
If indeed there be another life beyond death, I can well believe that
death is in truth an easier and simpler thing than one fears; only a
cloud on the hill, a little darkness upon Nature. But God has put it
into my heart to dread it; and he hides from me the knowledge of
whether indeed there be another side to it. And while I do not even
know that, I can but love life, and be fain of the good days. All the
religion in the world depends upon the belief that, set free from the
bonds of the flesh, the spirit will rest and recollect. But is that
more than a hope? Is it more than the passionate instinct of the heart
that cannot bear the thought that it may cease to be?
I seem to have travelled far away from the hymn that sounded so sweetly
in my ears; but I return to the thought; is not, I will ask, the poet's
reverie--the child with his wet hair floating in the sea-breeze, the
wailing of the deserted bird, the waves that murmur that death is
beautiful--is not this all more truly and deeply religious than the
hymn which speaks of things, that not only I cannot affirm to be true,
but which, if true, would plunge me into a deeper and darker
hopelessness even than that in which my ignorance condemns me to live?
Ought we not, in fact, to try and make our religion a much wider,
quieter thing? Are we not exchanging the melodies of the free birds
that sing in the forest glade, for the melancholy chirping of the caged
linnet? It seems to me often as though we had captured our religion
from a multitude of fair hovering presences, that would speak to us of
the things of God, caged it in a tiny prison, and closed our ears to
the larger and wider voices?
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