I would call my friend a poet, because he is sealed of the tribe, if
ever man was; yet he has never written verses to my knowledge. He is a
big, burly, quiet man, gentle and meditative of aspect; shy before
company, voluble in private. Half-humorous, half melancholy. He has
been a man of affairs, prosperous, too, and shrewd. But nothing in his
life was ever so poetical as the way in which, to the surprise and even
consternation of all his friends, he announced one day, when he was
turned of forty, that he had had enough of work, and that he would do
no more. Well, he had no one to say him nay; he has but few relations,
none in any way dependent on him; he has a modest competence; and,
being fond of all leisurely things--books, music, the open air, the
country, flowers, and the like--he has no need to fear that his time
will be unoccupied.
He looked lazily at me, biting a straw. "Come," said I again, "here is
the time for a catechism. I have reason to think you are over forty?"
"Yes," said he, "the more's the pity!"
"And you have given up regular work," I said, "for over a year; and how
do you like that?"
"Like it?" he said. "Well, so much that I can never work again; and
what is stranger still is that I never knew what it was to be really
busy till I gave up work. Before, I was often bored; now, the day is
never long enough for all I have to do."
"But that is a dreadful confession," I said; "and how do you justify
yourself for this miserable indifference to all that is held to be of
importance?"
"Listen!" he said, smiling and holding up his hand. There floated up
out of the wood the soft crooning of a dove, like the over-brimming of
a tide of content. "There's the answer," he added. "How does that
dove justify his existence? and yet he has not much on his mind."
"I have no answer ready," I said, "though there is one, I am sure, if
you will only give me time; but let that come later: more questions
first, and then I will deliver judgment. Now, attend to this
seriously," I said. "How do you justify it that you are alone in the
world, not mated, not a good husband and father? The dove has not got
that on his conscience."
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