I confess that liturgical prayer does not very much appeal to me. It
does not seem to me to correspond to any particular need in my mind.
It seems to me to sacrifice almost all the things that I mean by
prayer--the sustained intention of soul, the laying of one's own
problems before the Father, the expression of one's hopes for others,
the desire that the sorrows of the world should be lightened. Of
course, a liturgy touches these thoughts at many points; but the
exercise of one's own liberty of aspiration and wonder, the pursuing of
a train of thought, the quiet dwelling upon mysteries, are all lost if
one has to stumble and run in a prescribed track. To follow a service
with uplifted attention requires more mental agility than I possess;
point after point is raised, and yet, if one pauses to meditate, to
wonder, to aspire, one is lost, and misses the thread of the service.
I suppose that there is or ought to be something in the united act of
intercession. But I dislike all public meetings, and think them a
waste of time. I should make an exception in favour of the Sacrament,
but the rapid disappearance of the majority of a congregation before
the solemn act seems to me to destroy the sense of unity with singular
rapidity. As to the old theory that God requires of his followers that
they should unite at intervals in presenting him with a certain amount
of complimentary effusion, I cannot even approach the idea. The
holiest, simplest, most benevolent being of whom I can conceive would
be inexpressibly pained and distressed by such an intention on the part
of the objects of his care; and to conceive of God as greedy of
recognition seems to me to be one of the conceptions which insult the
dignity of the soul.
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