"Yes, mother; I am not very well," she replied in a low, apathetic voice. "What is it? There seems to be something on your mind. Is it the idea of the work that has to be done soon that is weighing on you?" "No, no! I know it is my duty, mother. I am proud to be a helper in the Cause. Oh, no! mother, it is not that.... I don't know what it is; but I fear I am weak and foolish. I am getting nervous.... I am a coward and unfit for so great a mission." "Strange! that is not like you! I think a little change of air would do you good. We will take a holiday, Mary, and go to the sea-side." "Thank you, mother; how very kind you are to me! but indeed I do not deserve it." "You are a good girl, Mary. Happy for me was the day on which I first met you. Your companionship has been very dear to me. I, who thought that I had altogether given up tender emotions, that my whole being was absorbed in my work for Humanity, that I would never again care for any individual--I have come to love you dearly." She continued absently, not intending her words for the girl's ears: "Yes! I half regret sometimes that you should have to be one of the workers, poor girl"--then recollecting herself again, and putting aside her unwonted softness for her usual exalted zeal for Humanity that over-rode all lesser sentiments--"but this is nonsense. How nobler our lives, how happier even, though severing us from mankind and human sympathies, than the weak loves and affections of the ordinary men and women! How glorious to feel we are so far above them!" She did not suspect how she sent the arrow home to Mary's heart. Tears came to the girl's eyes. The sacrifice of human affections might be a little thing to the enthusiast, but to her, alas! it meant death. But she had determined that she would not waver in her allegiance; for the wild theories were to her great truths. She had such entire faith in her protectress, that she would not have hesitated to tear her heart out for the Chief and the Cause. "Mother!" she cried out at last. "Oh, mother! you _must_ love me! I am so weak, I do not feel fit for the life that is before me. By myself I can do nothing. I shall be stronger if I may lean on you--if I may see you often--if you will let me love you. I cannot explain what I mean--I do not understand it myself." She spoke in a pitiful voice that expressed the great yearning that was in her. Catherine King looked at the girl in silence for some moments, and the quivering of her lips showed that she was struggling with some strong emotion; then she said: "I fear we are entering on a dangerous path--but, Mary! Mary! I do love you ... very much indeed--dear"--she hesitated over the last word as if ashamed of using it; she had never used it before--"too well, perhaps ... for it is our duty to look far beyond individual sympathies; we must steel our hearts; we must be of stern stuff; but I do love you, child. Come here, that I may kiss you!"