The Threatening EyeKnight, E. F. (Edward Frederick)
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The Threatening Eye
Knight, E. F. (Edward Frederick)
Fiction
It has been shown how Mary's Brixton education had made of her a liar;
but somehow although her latter training in Maida-Vale, with its
Jesuitical teachings as to all means being good if for the advancement
of the "Cause," was hardly calculated to cure her of this vice, she
could never lie to her benefactress; and now that she had known Dr.
Duncan, she had begun to feel a repugnance to deceiving anyone at all.
Such is the power of love. The woman looks up to the lord of her heart,
and if he be good, she will seek to be good too; she wonders that he can
look on her as an angel, and she endeavours to come as near as possible
to his ideal.
So it was that Mary felt a great desire to reveal the fact of her
dangerous friendship with Dr. Duncan to her protectress. She could not
deceive her any longer, and determined to unburden her mind at once. So
she commenced by timidly asking, "Mother, have you ever ... loved? Have
you ever loved ... anyone beside me?" Then she paused, in confusion, not
knowing how to proceed, a deep blush suffusing her cheeks.
Catherine King stared at her, but evidently did not understand her
meaning. No one possessed keener powers of observation than the Chief of
the Sisterhood; but when pondering over subjects connected with the
Cause she would often become absent-minded, and notice nothing. She had
now drifted into this condition, so replied to Mary in a rhapsodical
tone: "Oh, love, love! what a deep-rooted instinct of life thou art! But
we ill-fated, born into a miserable age, must trample on our instincts
for Humanity's sake. Until the old order is altogether changed for the
new, such as you and I, Mary, can have nothing to do with love."
The girl's courage melted--she dared not tell her tale just then, whilst
Catherine King was in that mood, so she replied, submissively: "So
be it ... so long as I have your love, mother ... for oh, I am weak,
miserably weak, and love I must have; or I will fail!"
Catherine spoke again: "Love is, indeed, a noble instinct, Mary, but of
all loves love of Humanity is the most noble, the most unselfish. We
must sacrifice all lesser loves for that one. Future ages will look back
to us as the martyrs of Humanity, my child," and as she uttered these
words the woman's eyes blazed with enthusiasm, and assumed that far-away
look that was usual to them.
The conversation here dropped. "Martyrs! Martyrs, indeed!" thought the
poor girl, and she fell again into her miserable brooding, and her soul
grew darker and darker, as the early night settled down on the city, and
the gas-lights came out one by one in the dismal, rainy street.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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