Susan stood by him for some minutes without speaking, too terrified to bring out the nasty little speech she had meditated before he came in. At last she touched him on the shoulder. "Tommy, dear, you are ill." He raised his head and stared at her with a look in which there was no recognition, and quite empty of its usual love, and said angrily, "Ill--not at all--who the deuce are you?--where's the brandy?" He rose and walked to the cupboard, took out the decanter of brandy and a tumbler, which he half-filled and drank off. "Oh, Tommy!" she cried, much alarmed and seizing him by the arm. "For God's sake don't go on like this--go to bed--I will watch by you, love." He flung her from him, and glaring at her savagely and sullenly, cried, "Love! love! what do you mean by calling me that? Who are you to use that word? I have only got one love and she is dead. Ha! ha! and I killed her--yes, killed her, do you hear that?" "No! no! darling," she exclaimed clasping him in her arms. "Look at me, I am your love." "You!--not you--I don't know you--she was nothing like you--you are not Mary." "Now dear, be quiet. Don't be so foolish; you are only putting on all this to frighten me. You'll be sorry to-morrow that you have been so unkind to your little sweetheart--when you come to your senses. Now dear, do go to bed, and don't talk any more nonsense about your Mary." "Don't mention _her_ name!" he almost screamed. "Mary! Mary! O God! if she could see me now--Mary--a saint not anything like you--Mary. She died three years ago, here in these rooms--and I saw her ghost this afternoon--I killed her--the only thing I loved, and I killed her--Oh! oh!" "No dear, she is not dead--are you sure her name was Mary--was it not Edith? Come think now--look at me, my poor old boy," and she pressed his head to her bosom and stroked his hair softly with her hand, in the hopes of soothing him somewhat. "Edith be damned!" he shouted at the top of his voice, as he threw her off once more. "No, it was Mary.--Her name was Mary Grimm, and she is dead! dead! dead!" "Mary Grimm!" said the woman in a low voice between her clenched teeth--"did you say Mary Grimm?" "Yes, Mary Grimm--an angel whose name your mouth should not pollute by mentioning." "Mr. Hudson, do you remember who I am?" "I do, I do. Do you think I don't see through your wicked heartless wiles. I never loved you really. I was mad for a moment--a drunken affection--blind with drink. I have only made a beast of myself with you--but Mary!--Oh, I loved her, as no man ever loved before." The woman stood before him, very pale now, biting her lips to conceal her malice and rage--she hated as well as despised this fool now. "What do you mean by saying such things--are you mad, man?" "I mean what I say." "Very good. You know a woman can never forget or forgive such words as you have spoken to me." "I don't care a damn, if you don't!" cried Hudson.