The exact problem respecting chapel people she left unstated, and in
closing the door behind her made some unnecessary noise.
Then Priscilla folded Nathan in her arms and kissed him. He held her
hand and shut his eyes while she talked; but presently he roused
himself and indicated that the confession to his children must not in
safety be longer delayed.
"I don't feel particular worse, though I had a bit of a fight for wind
last night; but I am worse, and I may soon be a lot worse. They'd
better all come to-day--this afternoon."
"They shall," she promised.
"If that was all--my God, if that was all, Priscilla!"
"It is all that matters."
"'Tis the least--the very least of it. Dark--dark wherever I turn.
Plots miscarried, plans failed, good intentions all gone astray."
She thought that he wandered.
"Don't talk, 'tis bad for you. If you've got to go, go you must--God
pity me without you! But you are all right, such a steadfast man as
you. The poor will call you blessed, and your full tale of well-doing
will never be told."
"Well-meaning, that's all--not well-doing. A dead man's motives don't
count, 'tis his deeds we rate him by. He's gone. He can't explain
what he meant. Pray for me to live a bit longer, Priscilla. Beg 'em
for their prayers at the chapel; beg 'em for their prayers at church.
I'm terrible, terrible frighted to go just now, and that's truth.
Frighted for those I leave--for those I leave."
She calmed him and sought to banish his fears. But he entered upon a
phase of mental excitement, deepening to frenzy. He was bathed in
sweat and staring fixedly before him when the nurse returned.
After noon the man had regained his nerve and found himself ready for
the ordeal. A dose of the new drug brought ease and peace. He was
astonished and sanguine to feel such comfort. But his voice from the
strain of the morning had almost become extinguished.
When Priscilla and his children came round him and the family were
alone, he bade the woman speak.
"Tell them," he said. "I'm not feared to do it, since you wish them to
know, but my throat is dumb."
Heathman stood at the bottom of the bed and his mother sat beside it.
Cora and Phyllis were in chairs by the fire. They looked and saw Mrs.
Lintern clasp her hands over Nathan Baskerville's. The act inspired
her, and she met the astonished glances of her children.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account