"No," she declared presently. "None can say that they are anything to
do with you. You wasn't your brother's keeper. They be no kin of
yours in law or justice."
"In law--no. In justice they are of my blood. Not that that's
anything. You're right. They are nought to me. And you are less than
nought. But----" He stopped.
"Why have you told me that you have found this out?" she asked. "What
good can come of it? You'll admit at least 'tis a sacred secret, and
you've no right whatever to breathe it to a living soul? You won't
deny that?"
"There again--there's such a lot of sides to it. You might argue for
and against. Justice is terrible difficult. Suppose, for instance,
that I held, like Jack Head holds and many such, that 'tis a very
improper thing and a treachery to the unborn to let first cousins
mate--suppose I held to that? Ought I to sit by and let Cora marry
Ned? Now there's a nice question for an honest man.
"You were going to let Cora marry your own son."
"I don't know so much about that. They were engaged to each other
before I found it out, and then, as she soon flung him over, there was
no need for me to speak. Now, the question is, shall I let these two
of the same blood breed and maybe bring feebler things than themselves
into the world?"
"This is all too deep for me. One thing I know, and that is you can
say nought. You've come to the truth, by the terrible, wonderful
brains in your head; but you've no right to make it known."
"You're ashamed of it?"
She looked at him almost with contempt.
"You can ask that and know me, even so little as you do? God's my
judge that I'd shout it out from the top of the church tower to-morrow;
I'd be proud for the world to know; and so much the louder I'd sing it
because he's gone down to his grave unloved and in darkness. It would
make life worth living to me, even now, if I could open my mouth and
fight for him against the world. Not a good word do I hear now--all
curse him--all forget the other side of him--all forget how his heart
went out to the sorrowful and sad.... But there--what's the use of
talking? He don't want me to fight for him."
"If you feel that, why don't you stand up before the people and tell
'em?"
"There's my children."
"Be they more to you than he was?"
"No; but they are next."
"I hate deceit. Who'll think the worse of them?"
"Who won't?"
"None that are worth considering."
"You know very little about the world, for all that you are deep as the
dark and can find out things hidden. What about my darters? No, it
wouldn't be a fair thing to let it out."
"I hold it very important."
"It shan't be, I tell you. You can't do it; you never would."
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