"Light your pipe and say what you feel called upon to say," concluded
Humphrey to Mr. Head.
"'Tis like this," answered the other. "Every man wants to boss
somebody in this world. That's a failing of human nature, and if we
ain't strong enough to lord it over a fellow-creature, we try to reign
over a hoss or even a dog. Something we have to be master of. Well,
long since I marked that, and then, thanks to my understanding and
sense, I comed to see--or I may have read it--that 'twas greater far to
lord it over yourself than any other created thing."
"And harder far," said Humphrey.
"Without doubt you'm right. And I set about it, and I had myself in
hand something wonderful; and very proud I felt of it, as I had the
right to feel."
"Then the Lord, seeing you puffed up, sent a hard stroke to try whether
you was as clever as you thought you was--and He found you were not,"
suggested Mr. Baskerville.
"I don't care nothing about that nonsense," answered Jack; "and,
knowing my opinions, there ain't no call to drag the Lord in. All I do
know is that my hard-earned savings went, and--and--well, I got my
monkey up about it, and I got out of hand. Yes, I got out of hand.
The awful shock of losing my thirty-five pounds odd took me off my
balance. For a bit I couldn't stand square against it, and I did some
vain things, and just sank to be a common, everyday fool, like most
other people."
"'Tis a good thing you can see it, for 'twill end by righting your
opinion of yourself."
"My opinion of myself was a thought too high. I admit it," answered
Jack. "For the moment I was adrift--but only for the moment. Now I've
come back to my common-sense and my high ideas, I can assure you. But
the mischief is that just while I was dancing with rage and out of hand
altogether, I did some mistaken things. Enough I had on my mind to
make me do 'em, too. But I won't excuse 'em. I'll say, out and out,
that they were very wrong. You've agreed to overlook one of those
things, and you say you'll forgive me for talking a lot of rubbish
against you, for which I'm terrible sorry. So that's all right, and no
lasting harm there. But t'other job's worse."
Jack stopped for breath, and Susan sighed from the bottom of her
immense bosom. Humphrey poured out some gin and water for his guest.
Then he helped himself more sparingly.
"Here's to you," said Jack. "To drink under this roof is to be
forgiven. Now I'll go on with my tale, and tell you about the second
piece of work."
He related how he had left Hawk House in wrath, how he had met with
Timothy Waite; how he had been reproved and how he had hit back both
with his fists and his tongue.
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