Looked at in a mass, the insects seemed no more than a glimmering, like
a heat haze, over the water and against the background of the woods;
but noted closer the plan and pattern of these myriads showed method:
the little storm of flies gyrated in a circle, and while the whole
cluster swept this way and that with the proper motion of the mass, yet
each individual, like planets round the sun, revolved about a definite
but shifting centre. The insects whirled round and round, rose and
sank again, each atom describing repeated circles; and though the
united motion of this company suspended here in air appeared
inconceivably rapid and dazzling, yet the progress of each single gnat
was not fast.
Mark observed this little galaxy of glittering lives, and, knowing some
natural history, he considered intelligently the thing he saw. For a
moment it distracted him. A warm noon had wakened innumerable brief
existences that a cold night would still again. All this immense
energy must soon cease and the ephemeral atoms perish at the chill
touch of evening; but to Nature it mattered neither more nor less if a
dance of nebulæ or a dance of gnats should make an end that night.
Countless successions of both were a part of her work. From awful
marriages of ancient suns new suns would certainly be born; and out of
this midge dance here above the water, potential dances for another day
were ensured, before the little system sank to rest, the aureole of
living light became extinguished.
He turned from the whirl and wail of the gnats to his own thoughts, and
found them also revolving restlessly. But their sun and centre was
Cora. He had asked her to meet him here, in a favourite and secret
place, that he might speak harsh things to her. There was no
love-making toward just now. She had angered him once and again. He
considered his grievances, strove to palliate them, and see all with
due allowance; but his habit of mind, if vague, was not unjust. He
loved her passionately, but that she should put deliberate indignities
upon him argued a faulty reciprocity of love. Time had revealed that
Cora did not care for Mark as well as he cared for her; and that would
not have mattered--he held it reasonable. But he desired a larger
measure of affection and respect than he had received. Then to his
quick senses even the existing affection diminished, and respect
appeared to die.
These dire shadows had risen out of the rehearsals for the play.
Cora's attitude towards other young men first astonished Mark and then
annoyed him. He kept his annoyance to himself, however, for fear of
being laughed at. Then, thanks to his cousin, Ned Baskerville, and the
young farmer, Timothy Waite, he was laughed at, for Cora found these
youths better company than Mark himself, and Jack Head and others did
not hesitate to rally him about his indifferent lady.
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