"Read that," said the other, and his father stopped and stared at him.
Despite the rough air and the wild music of heath and stone, Mark's
passion was not hidden and his face as well as his voice proclaimed it.
"See what you have done for your only son," he cried.
Humphrey held out his hand for the letter, took it and turned his back
to the wind. He read it slowly, then returned it to Mark.
"She means that," he answered. "This isn't the time to speak to you.
I know all that's moving in you, and I guess how hard life looks. But
I warn you: be just. I'm used to be misread by the people and care
nought; but I'd not like for you to misread me. You think that I've
done this."
"I know you have--and done it with malice aforethought too. The only
thing I've ever loved in life--the only thing that ever comed into my
days to make 'em worth living--and you go to work behind my back to
take it away from me. And me as good a son to you as my nature would
allow--always--always."
"As good a son as need be hoped for--I grant that. But show a little
more sense in this. Use your brains, of which you've got too many for
your happiness, and see the truth. Can a father choke a girl off a man
if she loves the man? Was it ever heard that mother or father stopped
son or daughter from loving? 'Tis against nature, and nought I could
have said, and nought I could have done would have come between her and
you--never, if she'd loved you worth a curse. But she didn't. She
loved the promise of your money. She loved the thought of being the
grey mare and playing with a weak man's purse. She loved to think on
the future, when I was underground and her way clear. And that hope
would have held with her just as strong after knowing me, as before
knowing me. The passing trouble of me, and my straight, sour speeches,
and my eyes looking through her into her dirty little heart, wouldn't
have turned the girl away from you, if she'd loved you honestly. Why,
even lust of money would have been too strong to break down under
that--let alone love of man. 'Tis not I but somebody else has
sloked[1] her away from thee. And the time will come when you may live
to thank your God that it's happened so. But enough of that. I can
bear your hard words, Mark; and bitter though 'twill sound upon your
ear, I'll tell you this: I'm thankful above measure she's flung you
over. 'Tis the greatest escape of your life, and a blessing in
disguise--for more reasons than you know, or ever will. And as for him
that's done it, nought that you can wish him be likely to turn out much
worse than what he'll get if he marries that woman."
[1] _Sloked_--enticed and tempted.
"Shouldn't I know if 'twas another man? She was friendly and frank
with all. She hadn't a secret from me. 'Twas only my own blind
jealousy made me think twice about it when she talked with other men."
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