Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Gertrude, with her talent, her beauty, and dignity of demeanour, had
hitherto been, perhaps, the closest to the mother's heart--had been, if
not the most cherished, yet the most valued; Gertrude had been the apple
of her eye. This should be altered now. If a mother's love could atone
for a mother's negligence, Mrs. Woodward would atone to her child for
this hour of misery! And Katie--her sweet bonny Katie--she, at least,
should be protected from the wolves. Those were the thoughts that passed
through Mrs. Woodward's heart as she sat there caressing Linda. But how
were things to be managed now at the present moment? It was quite clear
that the wolf in sheep's clothing must be admitted into the pastoral
family; either that, or the fairest lamb of the flock must be turned
out altogether, to take upon herself lupine nature, and roam the woods a
beast of prey. As matters stood it behoved them to make such a sheep of
Alaric as might be found practicable.
And so Mrs. Woodward set to work to teach her daughter how best she
might conduct herself in her present state of wretchedness. She had to
bear with her sister's success, to listen to her sister's joy, to enter
into all her future plans, to assist at her toilet, to prepare her
wedding garments, to hear the congratulations of friends, and take a
sister's share in a sister's triumph, and to do this without once
giving vent to a reproach. And she had worse than this to do; she had to
encounter Alaric, and to wish him joy of his bride; she had to protect
her female pride from the disgrace which a hopeless but acknowledged
love would throw on it; she had to live in the house with Alaric as
though he were her brother, and as though she had never thought to live
with him in any nearer tie. She would have to stand at the altar as her
sister's bridesmaid, and see them married, and she would have to smile
and be cheerful as she did so.
This was the lesson which Mrs. Woodward had now to teach her daughter;
and she so taught it that Linda did all that circumstances and her
mother required of her. Late on that afternoon she went to Gertrude,
and, kissing her, wished her joy. At that moment Gertrude was the more
embarrassed of the two.
'Linda, dear Linda,' she said, embracing her sister convulsively.
'I hope you will be happy, Gertrude, with all my heart,' said Linda; and
so she relinquished her lover.
We talk about the weakness of women--and Linda Woodward was, in many a
way, weak enough--but what man, what giant, has strength equal to this?
It was not that her love was feeble. Her heart was capable of truest
love, and she had loved Alaric truly. But she had that within her which
enabled her to overcome herself, and put her own heart, and hopes, and
happiness--all but her maiden pride--into the background, when the hopes
and happiness of another required it.
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