Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
'Their happiness would not be perfect unless he would consent to share
it.' Every word in the sentence was gall to him. It must have been
written with the object of lacerating his wounds, and torturing his
spirit; so at least said Norman to himself. He read the letter over and
over again. At one time he resolved to keep it till he could thrust
it back into her hand, and prove to her of what cruelty she had been
guilty. Then he thought of sending it to Mrs. Woodward, and asking her
how, after that, could she think that he should ever again enter her
doors at Hampton. Finally he tore it into a thousand bits, and threw
them behind the fire.
'Share their happiness!' and as he repeated the words he gave the last
tear to the fragments of paper which he still held in his hand. Could
he at that moment as easily have torn to shreds all hope of earthly joys
for those two lovers, he would then have done it, and cast the ruins to
the flames.
Oh! what a lesson he might have learnt from Linda! And yet what were his
injuries to hers? He in fact had not been injured, at least not by him
against whom the strength of his wrath most fiercely raged. The two men
had both admired Gertrude, but Norman had started on the race first.
Before Alaric had had time to know his own mind, he had learnt that
Norman claimed the beauty as his own. He had acknowledged to himself
that Norman had a right to do so, and had scrupulously abstained from
interfering with him. Why should Norman, like a dog in the manger,
begrudge to his friend the fodder which he himself could not enjoy?
To him, at any rate, Alaric had in this been no traitor. 'Twas thus
at least that Gertrude argued in her heart, and 'twas thus that Mrs.
Woodward tried to argue also.
But who could excuse Alaric's falseness to Linda? And yet Linda had
forgiven him.
CHAPTER XV
NORMAN RETURNS TO TOWN
Harry Norman made no answer to either of his three letters beyond that
of sending Alaric's back unread; but this, without other reply, was
sufficient to let them all guess, nearly with accuracy, what was
the state of his mind. Alaric told Gertrude how his missive had been
treated, and Gertrude, of course, told her mother.
There was very little of that joy at Surbiton Cottage which should
have been the forerunner of a wedding. None of the Woodward circle were
content thus to lose their friend. And then their unhappiness on
this score was augmented by hearing that Harry had sent up a medical
certificate, instead of returning to his duties when his prolonged leave
of absence was expired.
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