Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
'I am as fond of the Civil Service as any man,' said Undy; 'just as fond
of it as Sir Gregory himself. I have been in it, and may be in it again.
If I do, I shall do my duty. But I have no idea of having my hands tied.
My purse is my own, to do what I like with it. Whether I buy beef or
mutton, or shares in Cornwall, is nothing to anyone. I give the Crown
what it pays for, my five or six hours a day, and nothing more. When I
was appointed private secretary to the First Lord of the Stannaries, I
told my friend Whip Vigil that those were the terms on which I accepted
office; and Vigil agreed with me.' Alaric, pupil as he was to the great
Sir Gregory, declared that he also agreed with him. 'That is not Sir
Gregory's doctrine, but it's mine,' said Undy; 'and though it's my own,
I think it by far the honester doctrine of the two.'
Alaric did not sift the matter very deeply, nor did he ask Undy, or
himself either, whether in using the contents of his purse in the
purchase of shares he would be justified in turning to his own purpose
any information which he might obtain in his official career. Nor did
he again offer to put that broad test to himself which he had before
proposed, and ask himself whether he would dare to talk of what he was
doing in the face of day, in his own office, before Sir Gregory,
or before the Neverbends of the Service. He had already learnt the
absurdity of such tests. Did other men talk of such doings? Was it not
notorious that the world speculated, and that the world was generally
silent in the matter? Why should he attempt to be wiser than those
around him? Was it not sufficient for him to be wise in his generation?
What man had ever become great, who allowed himself to be impeded by
small scruples? If the sportsman returned from the field laden with
game, who would scrutinize the mud on his gaiters? 'Excelsior!' said
Alaric to himself with a proud ambition; and so he attempted to rise by
the purchase and sale of mining shares.
When he was fairly engaged in the sport, his style of play so fascinated
Undy that they embarked in a sort of partnership, _pro hoc vice_, good
to the last during the ups and downs of Wheal Mary Jane. Mary Jane, no
doubt, would soon run dry, or else be drowned, as had happened to New
Friendship. But in the meantime something might be done.
'Of course you'll be consulted about those other papers,' said Undy. 'It
might be as well they should be kept back for a week or two.'
'Well, I'll see,' said Alaric; and as he said it, he felt that his face
was tinged with a blush of shame. But what then? Who would look at the
dirt on his gaiters, if he filled his bag with game?
Mrs. Woodward was no whit angered by the coldness of Norman's letter.
She wished that he could have brought himself to write in a different
style, but she remembered his grief, and knew that as time should
work its cure upon it, he would come round and again be gentle and
affectionate, at any rate with her.
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