Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Their meeting was very touching, and characteristic of the two persons.
Mrs. Woodward was sad enough, but her sadness was accompanied by a
strength of affection that carried before it every obstacle. Norman was
also sad; but he was at first stern and cold, and would have remained
so to the last, had not his manly anger been overpowered by her feminine
tenderness.
It was singular, but not the less true, that at this period Norman
appeared to have forgotten altogether that he had ever proposed to
Gertrude, and been rejected by her. All that he said and all that he
thought was exactly what he might have said and thought had Alaric taken
from him his affianced bride. No suitor had ever felt his suit to be
more hopeless than he had done; and yet he now regarded himself as one
whose high hopes of happy love had all been destroyed by the treachery
of a friend and the fickleness of a woman.
This made the task of appeasing him very difficult to Mrs. Woodward.
She could not in plain language remind him that he had been plainly
rejected; nor could she, on the other hand, permit her daughter to be
branded with a fault of which she had never been guilty.
Mrs. Woodward had wished, though she had hardly hoped, so to mollify
Norman as to induce him to promise to be at the wedding; but she soon
found that this was out of the question. There was no mitigating his
anger against Alaric.
'Mrs. Woodward,' said he, standing very upright, and looking very stiff,
'I will never again willingly put myself in any position where I must
meet him.'
'Oh! Harry, don't say so--think of your close friendship, think of your
long friendship.'
'Why did he not think of it?'
'But, Harry--if not for his sake, if not for your own, at any rate do so
for ours; for my sake, for Katie's and Linda's, for Gertrude's sake.'
'I had rather not speak of Gertrude, Mrs. Woodward.'
'Ah! Harry, Gertrude has done you no injury; why should you thus turn
your heart against her? You should not blame her; if you have anyone to
blame, it is me.'
'No; you have been true to me.'
'And has she been false? Oh! Harry, think how we have loved you! You
should be more just to us.'
'Tush!' he said. 'I do not believe in justice; there is no justice
left. I would have given everything I had for him. I would have made any
sacrifice. His happiness was as much my thought as my own. And now--and
yet you talk to me of justice.'
'And if he had injured you, Harry, would you not forgive him? Do you
repeat your prayers without thinking of them? Do you not wish to forgive
them that trespass against you?' Norman groaned inwardly in the spirit.
'Do you not think of this when you kneel every night before your God?'
'There are injuries which a man cannot forgive, is not expected to
forgive.'
'Are there, Harry? Oh! that is a dangerous doctrine. In that way every
man might nurse his own wrath till anger would make devils of us all.
Our Saviour has made no exceptions.'
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