Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
The first eighteen months of Gertrude's married life were not unhappy,
though, like all persons entering on the realities of the world,
she found much to disappoint her. At first her husband's society was
sufficient for her; and to give him his due, he was not at first an
inattentive husband. Then came the baby, bringing with him, as first
babies always should do, a sort of second honeymoon of love, and a
renewal of those services which women so delight to receive from their
bosoms' lord.
She had of course made acquaintances since she had settled herself in
London, and had, in her modest way, done her little part in adding to
the gaiety of the great metropolis. In this respect indeed Alaric's
commencement of life had somewhat frightened Mrs. Woodward, and the more
prudent of his friends. Grand as his official promotion had been, his
official income at the time of his marriage did not exceed £600 a year,
and though this was to be augmented occasionally till it reached £800,
yet even with this advantage it could hardly suffice for a man and his
wife and a coming family to live in an expensive part of London, and
enable him to 'see his friends' occasionally, as the act of feeding
one's acquaintance is now generally called.
Gertrude, like most English girls of her age, was at first so ignorant
about money that she hardly knew whether £600 was or was not a
sufficient income to justify their present mode of living; but she soon
found reason to suspect that her husband at any rate endeavoured to
increase it by other means. We say to suspect, because he never spoke to
her on the subject; he never told her of Mary Janes and New Friendships;
or hinted that he had extensive money dealings in connexion with Undy
Scott.
But it can be taken for granted that no husband can carry on such
dealings long without some sort of cognizance on his wife's part as to
what he is doing; a woman who is not trusted by her lord may choose
to remain in apparent darkness, may abstain from questions, and may
consider it either her duty or her interest to assume an ignorance as
to her husband's affairs; but the partner of one's bed and board, the
minister who soothes one's headaches, and makes one's tea, and looks
after one's linen, can't but have the means of guessing the thoughts
which occupy her companion's mind and occasionally darken his brow.
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