Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
"'You should be quicker, my dear. You should encourage him more at once.
Now try to-day; if you can't do anything to-day I really must get your
papa to interfere.'
"Crinoline had ever been an obedient child, and now, as ever, she
determined to obey. But it was a hard task for her. In three months he
would be twenty-five--in fifteen months twenty-six. She, however, would
do her best; and then, if her efforts were unavailing, she could only
trust to Providence and her papa.
"With sad and anxious heart did Macassar that day take up his new silk
hat, take up also his darling umbrella, and descend the sombre steps
of the Episcopal Audit Office. 'Seven to one on the Lying-in,' were the
last words which reached his ears as the door of his room closed behind
him. His was a dreadful position. What if that sweet girl, that angel
whom he so worshipped, what if she, melted by his tale of sorrow--that
is, if he could prevail on himself to tell it--should take pity, and
consent to be hurried prematurely to the altar of Hymen; and then if,
after all, the legacy should be forfeited! Poverty for himself he could
endure; at least he thought so; but poverty for her! could he bear that?
What if he should live to see her deprived of that green headdress,
robbed of those copious draperies, reduced to English shoes, compelled
to desert that shrine in Hanover Square, and all through him! His brain
reeled round, his head swam, his temples throbbed, his knees knocked
against each other, his blood stagnated, his heart collapsed, a cold
clammy perspiration covered him from head to foot; he could hardly
reach the courtyard, and there obtain the support of a pillar. Dreadful
thoughts filled his mind; the Thames, the friendly Thames, was running
close to him; should he not put a speedy end to all his misery? Those
horrid words, that 'seven to one on the Lying-in,' still rang in his
ears; were the chances really seven to one against his getting his
legacy? 'Oh!' said he, 'my aunt, my aunt, my aunt, my aunt, my aunt!'
"But at last he roused the spirit of the man within him. 'Faint heart
never won fair lady,' seemed to be whispered to him from every stone in
Somerset House. The cool air blowing through the passages revived him,
and he walked forth through the wide portals, resolving that he would
return a happy, thriving lover, or that he would return no more--that
night. What would he care for Sir Gregory, what for the thin locks of
the senior clerk, if Crinoline should reject him?
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