Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Charley gulped down his glass of wine, and then sat staring at the fire,
saying nothing further. It was true enough that he was very poor--true
enough that Miss Golightly's fortune would set him on his legs, and make
a man of him--true enough, perhaps, that no other expedient of which he
could think would do so. But then there were so many arguments that were
'strong against the deed.' In the first place, he thought it impossible
that he should be successful in such a suit, and then again it would
hardly be honest to obtain such success, if it were possible; then,
thirdly, he had no sort of affection whatsoever for Miss Golightly; and
fourthly, lastly, and chiefly, he loved so dearly, tenderly, loved poor
Katie Woodward.
As he thought of this, he felt horror-stricken with himself at allowing
the idea of his becoming a suitor to another to dwell for an instant on
his mind, and looking up with all the resolution which he was able to
summon, he said--'It's impossible, Alaric, quite impossible! I couldn't
do it.'
'Then what do you mean to do?' said Alaric, who was angry at having his
scheme thus thwarted; 'do you mean to be a beggar?--or if not, how do
you intend to get out of your difficulties?'
'I trust not a beggar,' said Charley, sadly.
'What other hope have you? what rational hope of setting yourself
right?'
'Perhaps I may do something by writing,' said Charley, very bashfully.
'By writing! ha, ha, ha,' and Alaric laughed somewhat cruelly at the
poor navvy--' do something by writing! what will you do by writing? will
you make £20,000--or 20,000 pence? Of all trades going, that, I should
say, is likely to be the poorest for a poor man--the poorest and the
most heart-breaking. What have you made already to encourage you?'
'The editor says that 'Crinoline and Macassar' will come to £4 10s.'
'And when will you get it?'
'The editor says that the rule is to pay six months after the date of
publication. The _Daily Delight_ is only a new thing, you know. The
editor says that, if the sale comes up to his expectations, he will
increase the scale of pay.'
'A prospect of £4 10s. for a fortnight's hard work! That's a bad
look-out, my boy; you had better take the heiress.'
'It may be a bad look-out,' said Charley, whose spirit was raised by his
cousin's sneers--'but at any rate it's honest. And I'll tell you what,
Alaric, I'd sooner earn £50 by writing for the press, than get £1,000 in
any other way you can think of. It may be a poor trade in one way; and
authors, I believe, are poor; but I am sure it has its consolations.'
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