Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
'It is no use now,' he would say to himself, when some aspirations for
higher things came across his heart; 'it is too late now to go back.
Those who once cared for me have thrown me over.' And then he would
again think of Waterloo Bridge, and the Monument, and of what might be
done for threepence or fourpence in a pistol gallery.
And then at last came the invitation to Hampton. He was once more to
talk to Mrs. Woodward, and associate with Linda--to see Katie once more.
When he had last left the house he had almost been as much at home
as any one of the family; and now he was to return to it as a perfect
stranger. As he travelled down with Norman by the railway, he could not
help feeling that the journey was passing over too quickly. He was like
a prisoner going to his doom. As he crossed the bridge, and remembered
how Katie had looked when she lay struggling in the water, how he had
been fêted and caressed after pulling her out, he made a bitter contrast
between his present position and that which he then enjoyed. Were it not
for very shame, he would have found it in his heart to return to London.
And then in a moment they were at the Cottage door. The road had never
been so short. Norman, who had not fathomed Charley's feelings, was
happy and light-hearted--more so than was usual with him, for he was
unaffectedly glad to witness Charley's return to Hampton. He rang
sharply at the door, and when it was opened, walked with happy
confidence into the drawing-room. Charley was bound to follow him, and
there he found himself again in the presence of Mrs. Woodward and her
daughters. Katie would fain have absented herself, but Mrs. Woodward
knew that the first meeting could take place in no more favourable
manner.
Mrs. Woodward bade him welcome with a collected voice, and assured,
if not easy manner. She shook hands with him cordially, and said a few
words as to her pleasure of seeing him again. Then he next took Linda's
hand, and she too made a little speech, more awkwardly than her mother,
saying something mal à propos about the very long time he had been away;
and then she laughed with a little titter, trying to recover herself.
And at last he came to Katie. There was no getting over it. She
also stretched out her now thin hand, and Charley, as he touched it,
perceived how altered she was. Katie looked up into his face, and tried
to speak, but she could not articulate a word. She looked into his face,
and then at Mrs. Woodward, as though imploring her mother's aid to tell
her how to act or what to say; and then finding her power of utterance
impeded by rising sobs, she dropped back again on her seat, and hid her
face upon the arm of the sofa.
'Our Katie is not so well as when you last saw her--is she, Charley?'
said Mrs. Woodward. 'She is very weak just now; but thank God she has,
we believe, no dangerous symptoms about her. You have heard, perhaps,
that we are going to Torquay for the winter?'
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