Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
Having arrived at this magnanimous resolution after a fortnight's doubt
and misery, he proceeded to put his purpose into execution. It was now
some considerable time since he had been at the 'Cat and Whistle;' he
had had no further visit from Mrs. Davis, but he had received one or
two notes both from her and Norah, to which, as long as he had Katie's
purse, he was resolute in not replying; messages also had reached him
from the landlady through Dick Scatterall, in the last of which he was
reminded that there was a trifle due at the bar, and another trifle for
money lent.
One night, having lashed himself up to a fit state of wretched
desperation, he found himself at the well-known corner of the street
leading out of the Strand. On his journey thither he had been trying to
realize to himself what it would be to be the husband of Norah Geraghty;
what would be the joy of returning to a small house in some dingy suburb
and finding her to receive him. Could he really love her when she would
be bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh, the wife of his bosom and
the mother of his children? In such a case would he ever be able to
forget that he had known Katie Woodward? Would those words of hers ever
ring in his ears, then as now--'You will be steady, dear Charley; won't
you?'
There are those who boast that a gentleman must always be a gentleman;
that a man, let him marry whom he will, raises or degrades his wife to
the level of his own condition, and that King Cophetua could share his
throne with a beggar-woman without sullying its splendour or diminishing
its glory. How a king may fare in such a condition, the author, knowing
little of kings, will not pretend to say; nor yet will he offer an
opinion whether a lowly match be fatally injurious to a marquess,
duke, or earl; but this he will be bold to affirm, that a man from
the ordinary ranks of the upper classes, who has had the nurture of a
gentleman, prepares for himself a hell on earth in taking a wife from
any rank much below his own--a hell on earth, and, alas! too often
another hell elsewhere also. He must either leave her or loathe her.
She may be endowed with all those moral virtues which should adorn all
women, and which, thank God, are common to women in this country; but
he will have to endure habits, manners, and ideas, which the close
contiguity of married life will force upon his disgusted palate,
and which must banish all love. Man by instinct desires in his wife
something softer, sweeter, more refined than himself; and though in
failing to obtain this, the fault may be all his own, he will not on
that account the more easily reconcile himself to the want.
Charley knew that he was preparing such misery for himself. As he went
along, determined to commit a moral suicide by allying himself to the
barmaid, he constrained himself to look with his mind's eye 'upon this
picture and on that.'
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