Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
It was thus that Sir Gregory regarded the matter. 'See all that I have
done for this man,' said he to himself; 'see how I have warmed him in
my bosom, how I have lifted him to fortune and renown, how I have heaped
benefits on his head! If gratitude in this world be possible, that man
should be grateful to me; if one man can ever have another's interest at
heart, that man should have a heartfelt anxiety as to my interest. And
yet how is it? I have placed him in the chair next to my own, and now he
is desirous of sitting above me!'
'Twas thus Sir Gregory communed with himself. But Alaric's soliloquy was
very different. A listener who could have overheard both would hardly
have thought that the same question was being discussed by the two. 'I
have got so high,' said Alaric, 'by my own labour, by my own skill and
tact; and why should I stop here? I have left my earliest colleagues far
behind me; have distanced those who were my competitors in the walk of
life; why should I not still go on and distance others also? why stop
when I am only second or third? It is very natural that Sir Gregory
should wish to keep me out of Parliament; I cannot in the least blame
him; let us all fight as best each may for himself. He does not wish a
higher career; I do. Sir Gregory will now do all that he can to impede
my views, because they are antagonistic to his own; very well; I must
only work the harder to overcome his objections.' There was no word in
all this of gratitude; there was no thought in Alaric's mind that it
behoved him to be grateful to Sir Gregory. It was for his own sake,
not for his pupil's, that Sir Gregory had brought this pupil forward.
Grateful, indeed! In public life when is there time for gratitude? Who
ever thinks of other interest than his own?
Such was Alaric's theory of life. But not the less would he have
expected gratitude from those whom he might serve. Such also very
probably was Sir Gregory's theory when he thought of those who had
helped him, instead of those whom he himself had helped.
And so they met, and discussed Alaric's little proposition.
'Since I saw you yesterday,' said Sir Gregory, 'I have been thinking
much of what you were saying to me of your wish to go into Parliament.'
'I am very much obliged to you,' said Alaric.
'I need hardly tell you, Tudor, how anxious I am to further your
advancement. I greatly value your ability and diligence, and have shown
that I am anxious to make them serviceable to the public.'
'I am fully aware that I owe you a great deal, Sir Gregory.'
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