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There was then some mutual confidence between the two young men. Norman,
who was apt to examine himself and his own motives more strictly than
Alaric ever did, had felt that something like suspicion as to his friend
had crept over him; and he had felt also that there was no ground for
such suspicion. He had determined to throw it off, and to be again
cordial with his companion. He had resolved so to do before his last
visit at Hampton; but it was at Hampton that the suspicion had been
engendered, and there he found himself unable to be genial, kindly, and
contented. Surbiton Cottage was becoming to him anything but the abode
of happiness that it had once been. A year ago he had been the hero of
the Hampton Sundays; he could not but now feel that Alaric had, as
it were, supplanted him with his own friends. The arrival even of so
insignificant a person as Captain Cuttwater--and Captain Cuttwater was
very insignificant in Norman's mind--had done much to produce this state
of things. He had been turned out of his bedroom at the cottage, and had
therefore lost those last, loving, lingering words, sometimes protracted
to so late an hour, which had been customary after Alaric's departure
to his inn--those last lingering words which had been so sweet because
their sweetness had not been shared with his friend.
He could not be genial and happy at Surbiton Cottage; but he was by no
means satisfied with himself that he should not have been so. When he
found that he had been surly with Alaric, he was much more angry with
himself than Alaric was with him. Alaric, indeed, was indifferent
about it. He had no wish to triumph over Harry, but he had an object to
pursue, and he was not the man to allow himself to be diverted from it
by any one's caprice.
'This trip is a great thing for you,' said Harry.
'Well, I really don't know. Of course I could not decline it; but on
the whole I should be just as well pleased to have been spared. If I get
through it well, why it will be well. But even that cannot help me at
this examination.'
'I don't know that.'
'Why--a week passed in the slush of a Cornish mine won't teach a man
algebra.'
'It will give you _prestige_.'
'Then you mean to say the examiners won't examine fairly; well, perhaps
so. But what will be the effect on me if I fail? I know nothing of
mines. I have a colleague with me of whom I can only learn that he
is not weak enough to be led, or wise enough to lead; who is so
self-opinionated that he thinks he is to do the whole work himself,
and yet so jealous that he fears I shall take the very bread out of his
mouth. What am I to do with such a man?'
'You must manage him,' said Harry.
'That is much easier said than done,' replied Alaric. 'I wish you had
the task instead of me.'
'So do not I. Sir Gregory, when he chose you, knew what he was about.'
'Upon my word, Harry, you are full of compliments to-day. I really ought
to take my hat off.'
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