Civil service -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction
'Twas thus the devil pleaded for the soul of Alaric Tudor; and, alas!
he did not plead in vain. Let him but have a fair hearing, and he seldom
does. 'Tis in this way that the truth of that awful mystery, the fall of
man, comes home to us; that we cannot hear the devil plead, and resist
the charm of his eloquence. To listen is to be lost. 'Lead us not into
temptation, but deliver us from evil!' Let that petition come forth from
a man's heart, a true and earnest prayer, and he will be so led that he
shall not hear the charmer, let him charm ever so wisely.
'Twas but a thin veil that the Hon. Undecimus Scott threw over the
bait with which he fished for the honesty of Alaric Tudor, and yet
it sufficed. One would say that a young man, fortified with such
aspirations as those which glowed in Alaric's breast, should have stood
a longer siege; should have been able to look with clearer eyesight on
the landmarks which divide honour from dishonour, integrity from fraud,
and truth from falsehood. But he had never prayed to be delivered from
evil. His desire had rather been that he might be led into temptation.
He had never so prayed--yet had he daily said his prayers at fitting
intervals. On every returning Sunday had he gone through, with all the
fitting forms, the ordinary worship of a Christian. Nor had he done this
as a hypocrite. With due attention and a full belief he had weekly knelt
at God's temple, and given, if not his mind, at least his heart, to
the service of his church. But the inner truth of the prayer which he
repeated so often had not come home to him. Alas! how many of us from
week to week call ourselves worms and dust and miserable sinners,
describe ourselves as chaff for the winds, grass for the burning,
stubble for the plough, as dirt and filth fit only to be trodden under
foot, and yet in all our doings before the world cannot bring home to
ourselves the conviction that we require other guidance than our own!
Alaric Tudor had sighed for permission to go forth among worldlings and
there fight the world's battle. Power, station, rank, wealth, all the
good things which men earn by tact, diligence, and fortune combined, and
which were so far from him at his outset in life, became daily more dear
to his heart. And now his honourable friend twitted him with being a
mere clerk! No, he was not, never had been, never would be such. Had he
not already, in five or six short years, distanced his competitors, and
made himself the favourite and friend of men infinitely above him in
station? Was he not now here in Tavistock on a mission which proved that
he was no mere clerk? Was not the fact of his drinking bishop in the
familiar society of a lord's son, and an ex-M.P., a proof of it?
It would be calumny on him to say that he had allowed Scott to make him
tipsy on this occasion. He was far from being tipsy; but yet the mixture
which he had been drinking had told upon his brain.
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