She did as she was told; and she was so weary that she soon fell
asleep.
Before taking her home, the count and I went back to the body and
lowered it down the slope of the ravine, which we followed to the wall
that surrounded the estate. As there was a breach at this spot, the
count gave it as his opinion that Velmot could not have entered
anywhere but here. And in fact a little lower down, at the entrance to
a lonely forest-road we discovered his car. We lifted the body into
it, placed the revolver on the seat, drove the car to a distance of
half a mile and left it at the entrance to a clearing. We met nobody
on the road. The death would beyond a doubt be ascribed to suicide.
An hour later, Bérangère, now back to the lodge and lying on her bed,
gave me her hand, which I covered with kisses. We were alone, with no
more enemies around us. There was no hideous shape prowling in the
dark. No one was any longer able to thwart our rightful happiness.
"The nightmare has passed," I said. "There is no obstacle left between
you and me. You will no longer try to run away, will you?"
I watched her with an emotion in which still lingered no small
anxiety. Dear little girl, she was still, to me, a creature full of
mystery and the unknown; and there were many secrets hidden in the
shadowy places of that soul into which I had never entered. I told her
as much. She in her turn looked at me for a long time, with her tired
and fevered eyes, so different from the careless, laughing eyes which
I had loved long ago, and she whispered:
"Secrets? My secrets? No. There is only one secret in me; and that one
secret is the cause of everything."
"May I hear it?"
"I love you."
I felt a thrill of joy. Often I had experienced a profound intuition
of this love of hers, but it had been spoilt by so much distrust,
suspicion and resentment. And now Bérangère was confessing it to me,
gravely and frankly.
"You love me," I repeated. "You love me. Why did you not tell me
earlier? How many misfortunes would have been avoided! Why didn't
you?"
"I couldn't."
"And you can now, because there is no longer any obstacle between us?"
"There is the same obstacle as ever."
"Which is that?"
"My father."
I said in a lower voice:
"Yon know that Théodore Massignac is dead?"
"Yes."
"Well, then?"
"I am Théodore Massignac's daughter."
I cried eagerly:
"Bérangère, there is something I want to tell you; and I assure you
beforehand . . ."
She interrupted me:
"_Please_ don't say anything more. There's always _that_ between us.
It is a gulf which we cannot hope to fill with words."
She seemed so much exhausted that I made a movement to leave her. She
stopped me:
"No," she said, "don't go. I am not going to be ill . . . for more
than a day or two, at the outside. First of all, I want everything to
be quite clear between us; I want you to understand every single thing
that I have done. Listen to me. . . ."
"To-morrow, Bérangère."
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