The Three Impostors; or, The TransmutationsMachen, Arthur
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The Three Impostors; or, The Transmutations
Machen, Arthur
Fiction; Horror tales, English
O dim, far-lifted and mighty dome, Mecca of many minds, mausoleum of
many hopes, sad house where all desires fail. For there men enter in
with hearts uplifted, and dreaming minds, seeing in those exalted stairs
a ladder to fame, in that pompous portico the gate of knowledge; and
going in, find but vain vanity, and all but in vain. There, when the
long streets are ringing, is silence, there eternal twilight, and the
odor of heaviness. But there the blood flows thin and cold, and the
brain burns adust; there is the hunt of shadows, and the chase of
embattled phantoms; a striving against ghosts, and a war that has no
victory. O dome, tomb of the quick; surely in thy galleries where no
reverberant voice can call, sighs whisper ever, and mutterings of dead
hopes; and there men's souls mount like moths towards the flame, and
fall scorched and blackened beneath thee, O dim, far-lifted, and mighty
dome.
Bitterly do I now regret the day when I took my place at a desk for the
first time, and began my studies. I had not been an habitué of the place
for many months, when I became acquainted with a serene and benevolent
gentleman, a man somewhat past middle age, who nearly always occupied a
desk next to mine. In the Reading-Room it takes little to make an
acquaintance, a casual offer of assistance, a hint as to the search in
the catalogue, and the ordinary politeness of men who constantly sit
near each other; it was thus I came to know the man calling himself Dr.
Lipsius. By degrees I grew to look for his presence, and to miss him
when he was away, as was sometimes the case, and so a friendship sprang
up between us. His immense range of learning was placed freely at my
service; he would often astonish me by the way in which he would sketch
out in a few minutes the bibliography of a given subject, and before
long I had confided to him my ambitions.
"Ah," he said, "you should have been a German. I was like that myself
when I was a boy. It is a wonderful resolve, an infinite career. 'I will
know all things;' yes, it is a device indeed. But it means this--a life
of labor without end, and a desire unsatisfied at last. The scholar has
to die, and die saying, 'I know very little.'"
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