American fiction -- 19th century; California -- Fiction; Gold mines and mining -- Fiction; Western stories
Then she hurriedly told him all; the whole story of his wife's dishonor,
from her entrance into the sitting-room with Van Loo, her later appeal
for concealment from her husband's unexpected presence, to the use she
made of that concealment to fly with her lover. She spared no detail,
and even repeated the insult Mrs. Barker had cast upon her with the
triumphant reproach that her husband would not believe her. “Perhaps,”
she added bitterly, “you may not believe me now. I could even stand that
from you, George, if it could make you happier; but you would still have
to believe it from others. The people at the Boomville Hotel saw them
leave it together.”
“I do believe you,” he said slowly, but with downcast eyes, “and if I
did not love you before you told me this I could love you now for the
part you have taken; but”--He stopped.
“You love her still,” she burst out, “and I might have known it.
Perhaps,” she went on distractedly, “you love her the more that you have
lost her. It is the way of men--and women.”
“If I had loved her truly,” said Barker, lifting his frank eyes to hers,
“I could not have touched YOUR lips. I could not even have wished to--as
I did three years ago--as I did last night. Then I feared it was my
weakness, now I know it was my love. I have thought of it ever since,
even while waiting my wife's return here, knowing that I did not and
never could have loved her. But for that very reason I must try to save
her for her own sake, if I cannot save her for mine; and if I fail,
dearest, it shall not be said that we climbed to happiness over her
back bent with the burden of her shame. If I loved you and told you so,
thinking her still guiltless and innocent, how could I profit now by her
fault?”
Mrs. Horncastle saw too late her mistake. “Then you would take her
back?” she said frenziedly.
“To my home--which is hers--yes. To my heart--no. She never was there.”
“And I,” said Mrs. Horncastle, with a quivering lip,--“where do I
go when you have settled this? Back to my past again? Back to my
husbandless, childless life?”
She was turning away, but Barker caught her in his arms again. “No!”
he said, his whole face suddenly radiating with hope and youthful
enthusiasm. “No! Kitty will help us; we will tell her all. You do not
know her, dearest, as I do--how good and kind she is, in spite of all.
We will appeal to her; she will devise some means by which, without the
scandal of a divorce, she and I may be separated. She will take dear
little Sta with her--it is only right, poor girl; but she will let me
come and see him. She will be a sister to us, dearest. Courage! All will
come right yet. Trust to me.”
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